Yesterday evening I watched a old serie on tv3play from 2007,  

''We are eating ourselves to death'' .

> First program, was about kids and how they get bullied about their fatness. How they are fighting mentally agains others and in person.

> Second program, woman trying to get pregnant but they cant becouse of there fatness. In that program I got nervous, I have always been fat and accerly the midwife have told me I have to lose weight otherwise I should have problem. And I was at that time 85 kg! Think about those who are around 100 kg...

Today when I woke up one of the first things I did was to stand up on the wave, there it said 67.7 kg!! I have been able to keep my weight after ramazan, I feel so great.

> Third program, about people that was depending on suger and fat. They lied about how much they ate. Even people that stod at work on the toaletts eating in secret. Bought extra cakes when they were gonna have guests and then on nights going up and sitting and eating what was left over.

Its horrible how this can happen.

Where did this problem with fatness come from?

I can just wish people to wake up, not just those who have this problem. Everyone have to think about it, doctor have to help them more, society should help by not bully.

So today I will burn calories by clean the whole house from top to bottom and then go out walking 2 hours. I never want to be fat again!

وَإِذَا قِيلَ لَهُمۡ لَا تُفۡسِدُواْ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ قَالُوٓاْ إِنَّمَا نَحۡنُ مُصۡلِحُونَ

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And when it is said unto them: Make not mischief in the earth, they say: We are peacemakers only.

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Och när det sägs till dem: Gör inte ont på jorden, säger de: Vi är fredsmäklare bara.

Tack ELIN för en jätte trevlig dag!!

Have to hurry now!

Going on a spontaneous picknick with Elin and her dog. Never know with us what can happen under a day. The plan is probably to go to east side of Gotland.

She have made egg sandwish and I will bring hot chockolate and some cake.

MmmMmmm!!

فِى قُلُوبِهِم مَّرَضٌ۬ فَزَادَهُمُ ٱللَّهُ مَرَضً۬ا‌ۖ وَلَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمُۢ بِمَا كَانُواْ يَكۡذِبُونَ

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In their hearts is a disease, and Allah increaseth their disease. A painful doom is theirs because they lie.

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I deras hjärtan är en sjukdom, och Allah föröka sin sjukdom. En smärtsam undergång är deras då de ligger.

Ohh I really love it to finally have better internet after so many years. We have had 0,20-0,25 Mbit for more then 5 year and now we are up in whole 1,5-2 Mbit!!

So absolutely all afternoon and evening I have been looking at all diffrent tv series. Specially 'Ullared' a big shoping center in south Sweden. It comes thousends of people there every day and shops for much much money!! They earn around 15 milion sek a day! The 30'th october 2009 they got in  22 162 368 sek. Amazing that people spend that much money.

Many when they see this program just want to go there sure I would like to Im a woman.  

But I also think...what if people thought about those who need that stuff and money more then we do!!! Maybe gave 20, 50 or 500 sek to for exampel Pakistan, what a diffrent we could make in the world!

Help the people that need it!! I did, do and will always do!

~ If you would like to click HERE and it takes you to the Red Cross! ~

يُخَـٰدِعُونَ ٱللَّهَ وَٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ وَمَا يَخۡدَعُونَ إِلَّآ أَنفُسَهُمۡ وَمَا يَشۡعُرُونَ

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They think to beguile Allah and those who believe, and they beguile none save themselves; but they perceive not.

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De tror att locka Allah och de som tror, och de lura någon utom sig själva, men de uppfattar inte.

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim,

I just read out whole Qur'an for the first time in my life!!

Alhamduillah...