It feels so weird to start work at 16.

I have been able to sleep as long as I wanted, I made my namaz and I have been able to eat a healthy lunch full of energi - homemade meatballs, potatos, sauce and tomato. Oh I am so full now!

Outside it was shining sun but now I see the clouds coming in and the thunder is sounding. Perfect, then it dosent feel bad to go to work.

All thats missing is my husband...maybe maybe I can be able to talk to him. It depends on if  I am able to quit earlier. But its okay, I am off tomorrow so I am able to talk to him then!!

It feels so weird to start work at 16.

I have been able to sleep as long as I wanted, I made my namaz and I have been able to eat a healthy lunch full of energi - homemade meatballs, potatos, sauce and tomato. Oh I am so full now!

Outside it was shining sun but now I see the clouds coming in and the thunder is sounding. Perfect, then it dosent feel bad to go to work.

All thats missing is my husband...maybe maybe I can be able to talk to him. It depends on if  I am able to quit earlier. But its okay, I am off tomorrow so I am able to talk to him then!!

I am tired. I am sad. I am angry. I am sitting here and trying to find me another job.

I am off today, for forst time for a week I sleeped longer then to 8 am. I woke up of  a textmessage, if my friend had not sent that I probably should have sleept even longer. I was able to eat breakfast in calm, normal pace. I spent extra long time on my makeup, why do that when I was off?

Well I was going to the Polis to fix new passport. Because this tuesday I finally got OK from Skatteverket after alot of fighting and crying that I am from now on Mrs Baysal.

So I have been fixing passport, went to Skatteverket to get a new print out of my familyproof to Gökhans recidence applycation.

Whish I by the why also resived this tuesday, so at tuesday I was refiling his papers.

Now its just to wait for my new passport and to take a copy of that, then send Gökhans papers and then the long waiting can begin. I am waiting long time on that! I am so exited to have my husband here next to me! My life should be complete, my days should pass by so much easier!

Now I will enjoy my last hours as off work with a movie, great food, pepsi, frutes and candy. After that look for more jobs!

After 6 days of working I am finally off and that I celebrate with a extra big tea with lemon and honey, good sandwish, dates and nuts!

This day we are waking up by dede knocking on door screaming Haydiii.

We are now going on picnic with family to our mountain house. So everyone is running around and it gets crazy. I feel its not even any idea for me to start pulling in anythimg so I just take my things and goes down and drive the car to gate, I sat there until we were leaving.

On our way to mountain house I can really feel how the car is dieing in all uphill. On the end of the road we came behind a tractor that were going at max 30 km/h and we were not even able to pass it! I had to go down at gear 1 to get some speed but then I was fucking the engine. With this car you have to be really careful how you are treating the engine becouse Ali destroyed it when he bought it by driving up over 160 km/h so this car is now never able to go over 80 km/h.

At mountain house it was sunny but so cold and after just a half hour the sun was gone and Kristin had 2 t-shirts, pyjama jacket, jacket on and also Gökhans jacket covering my ass. Only thing I was missing was gloves becouse my hands was freezing from the cold water.

Even today it started to heavy rain when we started to BBQ so Gökhan run up with grill to the balcony. Problem now is now that fire is starting to die. So everyone starts to fix and run after wood and hey and hoo, uproar I can just say. In the end we all was full and happy, Gökhans cousin Furkan even falled to sleep.

When the rain stoped we drove home and so muck better to drive downhill then up! The car was going lika a rocket!

I am writing this 2 days later becouse we have been busy.

Our friday started with a call from Ali and he wanted to go for picnic at our usual place. So it was just to jump from bed and start doing prep for picnik.

After we had picked him up we went to that translater once again to get my passport copy translated. This time they wanted 40 TL to translate just one page and they said yeah its higher price now becouse its has to be translated from swedish, but the thing is that the swedish passports have text in swedish/english/franch. My husband got it down to 30 TL after some argue, you can never give after in turkey, always have to nagg about prices. The translation took 20 min and under the time the guys went to buy meat for BBQ and after Gökhan ran to Noter to get stamp on passport translation.

Now we were on our way and when we got to the place we realize we forgot the bread at home so Ali trewed himself in the car to buy bread.

We fixed the sallad, did sis kebap of the meat and started to make the fire under the time he was gone.

When we just started to eat, lightning and thounder also started and soon it became to heavy rain. So fast we moved in under roof and so romantic we had there.

Later that evening we went to Forum to buy me a dress for our wedding. Ali was not to much help, he just ran after every girl he say. It was like paradise for him.

Anyway we dident find a dress but a black skirt and a white blouse, which Gökhan found for me. I was more looking for something with color but Gökhan explained that its not good to have colorful clothes on a turkish wedding. Its should be clothes that looks more neat.

Today Gokhan woke me up at 9.30 and I can say I could have been sleeping much much longer.

After breakfast we went to carsi to fix some of the thing we need for our signing. So first of all we went to take the blood test and Ay, ay, ay!! First of all they thought I was to young to marry and second of all they thought it was funny that I scare for turkish hospitals. They took Gokhans test first and it went so easy, then it was sadly my turn. She was so fast and it hurted when she took the needle in but it was okay, worst part was after when I started to shake. But it was just to move the ass becouse outside it sat other couple that wanted to take the test. And now my arm is blue all around there she took the test.

After we walked on to fix our photos that they need to our marriage book and goverment papers. It was easy done and we took it out 1 hour later. They first said we were gonna pay 10 TL totally but when we were done they said 20 TL but we should get a big photo one eash and a smaller one to have in a keychain.

It was really an flashback to young schooldays to take this photos, I havent done this seen I was 17 years old.

Then we took a lunch break at a tavuk doner place and I have not been eating that good food for a long time!

We moved on to the goverment house to see if we had to translate the Marriage Licence and  Extract of the Population Register that I had from Sweden. And yeap we had to translate the papers, if we had papers that as they called it ''with many language'' we should not have needed to translate it. But what they meant by many language we have no idea. Mine was in english and I had a Swedish one too but without Apostille, but it was still not enough. So tomorrow we will go and translate it and go to a lawyer to get new apostille stamp.

Rest of the evening we have been at home and relaxing. Gokhan is looking to cars that is for sale at Sweden and dreaming away in the dream car land. Men and cars ar like womans and there shoping. Ahaha!

When I was searching around on the net today I found this site MezeHouse, its a  woman bloging about food, mostly turkish. Its perfect for us that have husbands from out of Sweden, so we can learn some of our husbands cultur!