I just ran in rain and jumped over big plash of water.  To by our fresh bread for breakfast. Did I hit any plash yeah I did but kind of on purpose. Did I hit any plash? - Yeah I did but kind of on purpose ...

I am sitting here and looking at some old photos and I found this photo when I am eating strawberry. It is one years ago we had bought the years first strawberrys and they were great!

But it hit me that this year I have to wait alittle longer to be able to eat it. Weather is so much colder this year, last year I could walk around in t-shirt but this year I have to have jacket almost every day. But I have seen strawberrys in bazaar but they are like the once we can find in Sweden in wintertime, stone hard and tast just water.

But never know this weeks bazaar they will maybe have sweet, juice strawberries.

Gökhan is still sleeping, but he is also fasting today as we did yesterday. I did my last day yesterday but Gökhan has 22 days left with today. Why we are fasting now is that Gökhan was never able to do his fasting under ramadan becouse he was in army.

In the afternoon when you feel the most hunger and your blood suger is playing a game with the body, dede desided that we were gonna cut down one of the lemon tree in garden. Gökhan and I was picking up lemons and to bend up and down is kind of the worst thing you can do under fasting. Dede dident show any compassion, but luckally it started to rain so we had to quit and go inside. And rest of the day I was laying in bed untill 1 hour before iftar and I made white bean pot, even I made roseship soup. So after we had been eating Gökhan and I went out buying icecream for the soup, great to eat something from Sweden!

We have just left the car back to Ali and we took a lovely sunday walk at seaside. On the way it started to rain so both of us felt strang after hot chokolate. So on our way we went to Adese to by it. So now I will soon start with our lunch and after we will cuddle down under big soft blanket and watch a good movie.

I love my husband!

He takes me where ever I want, when ever I want.

He does things for me that no one eals should do.

He always gives me the best.

Today I wanted to go to seaside and what we did afte lunch, yes we did go there on picnic. Drank tea, ate fresh home baked poåaça and seeds. Walked around and let Esma play around.

Yeah I have a great life!

Jag ar bara tvungen att skriva ett inlagg pa svenska...

For de ar namligen sa att jag har en san fruktansvart langtan hem till Sverige! Jag kan inte fatta att jag verkligen langtar hem till ett land dar klimatet ar runt noll och solen knapp lyser.

Men vad ar de som jag saknar da?...

Ja jag saknar nog faktiskt mest matriella saker...ledsen att saga de men de ar faktiskt sa. Att fa sova i min sang som ar mjuk istallet för en hard baddsoffa som man kan kanna stalpinnarna pa och dem traffar precis pa höfterna.

Jag saknar den svenska maten! Att fa ata en redig köttbit med potatis och massa sas. Inte bara soppa, pasta, ris, yoghurt och bröd. Jag kanner att min kropp inte mar bra av denna höga kolhydrat kost.

Jag saknar att mina dagliga promenader i skogen med min hund. Inte promenader pa strandpromenaden pa stenhard asfalt med skinande sol och MASSA folk som ar i vagen. Man kan inte sjunga, inte nynna, ja inte ens slappa en fis nar magen har kommit igang! Annat ar de hemma pa öjn da jag kan skrika sa högt jag kan och skutta fram och ingen som hör eller ser.

Jag saknar att se svensk tv. Inte bara otroligt daligt filmade turkiska serier eller nyheter. Eller sa hörs de religiösa sanger som jag inte fattar ett smack av för dem ar ju pa turkiska...Jag vet jag skulle ha lart mig turkiska battre men de ar faktiskt ganska skönt att inte första ibland! Fast dede (morfar) börjar att bli valdigt irriterad att jag inte lar mig fortare.

Sen saknar jag min bil och att jag kan komma och ga som jag vill. Jag kan aka till stan en eftermiddag om jag sa far för mig de. Eller aka o simma, Ohhhh jag skulle sa garna vilja simma lite. Men de gar ju inte har far dem simhallar som finns ar till for riktiga simmare och de kostar multum att komma in. Tacka vet jag Hemse badet som tar 50 kr och man har tillgang till allt!

Men mest av allt vill jag nog ha min katt har, som jag alltid kan rakna med att hon ligger i mitt kna och snarkar!

Nja detta ar typ de jag saknar med Sverige...Men de kommer att ga över förutom att jag vill ha SVENSK MAT! JAg tror jag kanner en sann stor langtan for att jag var sa lange hemma. Allt ar den dar jakla militartjanstgöringens fel!! Hade Turkiet inte haft obligatorisk tjanstgöring so hade jag aldrig vart sa deppig som jag ar nu. Jag vill skratta och vara glad! Men jag har en toppen man som gör sitt basta att försvenska varan tillvaro har. Han skruvar upp Rix FM pa högsta volum varje morgon och vi sover nu i mormor och morfars mjuka harliga sang och han har sagt att han skall köpa KÖTT till mig!

Men om en manad sa maste jag aka hem till kalla SWE för da har mina 90 dagar gatt. Sa da far vi se om jag varkligen saknar allt detta sa mycket egentligen!?

It was first time Gökhan and I was at our mountain house today. Its so high up in the mountain so you can feel your ears getting same pressure as in airplanes and we could also see the snow lawing on a mountain little far away from us. The temperatur there was 5 C and here at home it's 15 C, so for me it was so cold and I was wishing I had my winter clothes!

We went there to cut and spray medicine on all trees. Dede and Gökhan did that when Ayşe made up fire for BBQ and I was in kitchen cleaning up after some construction guys and then I made our sallad by using a tray as cutting board! We havent started to fix in that house yet so we have very limited things there. But we got our lunch, çay and fruits anyway!

When we sat inside and drank our çay a dog came up at terass and looked after food rest, but the thing was that our gate was closed so how came the dog in? Yeah we realiced later that she was climbing in on the roof of the little house dede made to have his tools in and then the dog was balance walking on the high fence. Then it was a simple thing to go inside and up to the terass. Such a smart dog and friendly. Gökhan and I went out walking and she was fallowing us everywhere and was playing and probably this was one of her happiest days. This is my dog from now on and her name is Daisy!