I got 20 min with my husband, its not a long time to talk when you have so much to talk about. And all we had time to talk about was sickness and when we can talk next time. The only time we will be able to see eachother in cam is when Im back on Gotland. Just becouse I am working every weekend and thats when my husband have possibility to be online. But maybe 4 week later we will be able to talk...a long time left until that.

So you maybe can understand how I feel right now...my heart is pretty heavy.

Kristin -> How are you?

Gökhan -> l m ok aşkim

Gökhan-> Sen?

Kristin -> Im good now!  

Gökhan ->

Gökhan -> Iyi to hear it

Kristin -> Whats happening there?

Gökhan -> Just 44 left inşallah  

Kristin -> Jaaa! Not long time left now

Gökhan -> çok training and duty

Kristin -> So your body hurts

Gökhan -> My leg little hurths, l mean my knees

Kristin -> Yeah i can belive that

I read this on one of my favourit blog hayal and I had to share it with you all. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did!

Why should i wear a hijab? (24 Reasons) 

1st, You pleasing to Allah. You obey your Lord's commandments when you wear the hijab and you can expect great rewards in return.

2nd, It is Allah's protection of your natural beauty. You are too precious to be omitted 'rebranded' for each man who then can behold you.

3rd, It is Allah's preservation of your chastity.

4th, Allah clean your heart and mind through your hijab.

5th, Allaah beautifies your inner and outer, I with the help of your hijab. Outwardly reflects your veil innocence, purity, propriety, modesty, honesty, peace and obedience to your Lord. Inboard process you up the same ..

6th, Allaah defines your femininity through the hijab. You are a woman who respects her womanhood. Allah wants you to be respected by others, and also that you respect yourself.

7th, Allah raises your dignity through the hijab. When a strange man looking at you, he respects you because you respect yourself.

8th, Allah will protect your honor 100% through your hijab Men do not stare at you in a sensual way, the approach is not you in a sensual way, and they are not talking to you in a sensual way, Rather is a man you in the esteem and the simply by looking at you again!

9th, Allah makes you noble through her hijab. You are precious and not unappreciated because you cover yourself and do not go out scantily dressed or naked.

10th, Allaah demonstrates your equality as a Muslim woman through the hijab. Your Lord gives you equality as much as your male counterpart, and he gives you a host of beautiful rights and liberties. You express your acceptance of these unique rights by taking on the veil.

11th, Allaah defines your role as a Muslim woman through the hijab. You are someone with important duties. You are a reflection of a woman of action and not by order to solve aspirations. You show your understanding of the goals and objectives of your hijab. You are someone who people take seriously.

12th, Allaah expresses your independence through the hijab. You clearly shows that you are an obedient servant of the greatest masters. You will not obey anyone and do not follow or go any other way. You're not a slave to any man or nation at all. You are independent and free from all human systems were cut.

13th, Allah gives you the freedom to come and express yourself how you want the hijab. You can go anywhere and communicate with others without having the fear that maybe you are being harassed. Your veil will give you a unique confidence.

14th, Allah want others to treat treat you - a Muslim woman - with kindness, and the hijab brings the best treatment of men towards you.

15th, God wants all your beauty must be preserved and saved for only one man to enjoy - your husband.

16th, Allah will help you enjoy a successful marriage by wearing the hijab. As you reserve your beauty only to a man increase your husband's love for you, he appreciates you more, respect you more, and he honors you more. So your hijab contribute to the successful and lasting marriage.

17th, Allah brings peace and stability in a society through the hijab! Yes, it's true! Men commit not as much corruption by creating illegal relationships because you - the Muslim woman - allays their passions, their desires. When a man looks at you, he feels calm, and he is not tempted to commit fornication ...

18th, When you wear the hijab, you can become an instrument of Allah's guiding periods. Many non-Muslims and non-practicing Muslims can take a piece and have a greater interest in Islam. A great reward awaits you for all those who Allah guides through you and your hijab!

19th, You can increase taqwa (piety) among Muslims, this is done by being yourself, carrying a hijab. You constantly remind your Muslims, but also non-Muslims about Allah and Islam.

20th, Sisters who wear the hijab imitate the Prophet (may God's peace and blessings be upon him) wives and Sahabiyat (companions), it is not just wonderful? To mimic this Ummah (nations, ie. Prophet's) best women?

21st, Anyone who chooses to wear hijab, then performs an obligatory act, his fear of God increases, rewards and deserts him get a totally different insight into the religion. Doors of Paradise and knowledge opens doors opened, was expected of you!

22nd, Those who wear the hijab, showing its position towards the Dunya (the secular), The veil is a symbol of joy and the hope of Jannah (Paradise) and the distance taken from dunya.

23rd, If you wear the hijab, you will crush the Shaitan (Devil), get stronger and you will face constant antagonism from every hole much easier.

24th, You show who you are, a proud Muslim woman. Your identity, who you are shown in your choice of clothing. Let the veil be your choice!

Thus, a Muslim woman wearing veil noble, not unappreciated, noble, not degraded, liberated, not subjugated, purified, not dirty, independent, not a slave, protected, not exploited, respected, not scorned, self-confident, not insecure, obedient , not a sinner, a protected pearl, and not a prostitute ...

قَالُواْ ٱدۡعُ لَنَا رَبَّكَ يُبَيِّن لَّنَا مَا هِىَ‌ۚ قَالَ إِنَّهُ ۥ يَقُولُ إِنَّہَا بَقَرَةٌ۬ لَّا فَارِضٌ۬ وَلَا بِكۡرٌ عَوَانُۢ بَيۡنَ ذَٲلِكَ‌ۖ فَٱفۡعَلُواْ مَا تُؤۡمَرُونَ

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They said: Pray for us unto thy Lord that He make clear to us what (cow) she is. (Moses) answered: Lo! He saith, Verily she is a cow neither with calf nor immature; (she is) between the two conditions; so do that which ye are commanded.

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De sade: Bed för oss till din Herre att Han gör klart för oss vad (ko) hon är. (Moses) svarade: Lo! Han säger: "Sannerligen är hon en ko varken med kalv eller omogna, (hon är) mellan de två sjukdomarna, så gör det som ni beordrats.

Im laying here in my bed thinking over what I have done today...

I woke up at 9,30, got shower, made breakfast and did my namaz.

I went to store and got my weekly frutes and vegetable, came home and fixed lunch.

Then I put my big ass in the sofa and dident come up from there until it was dark outside. Stupid thing to do when it was a fantastic weather! The sun was shining as much as it ever could and it was -10 degrees, should have been perfect for a long walk. But intead I got the pleasure to see 2 wonderful movies...

HOLES, When the young man, Stanley Yelnats is falsely accused of theft he did not even raise the eyebrow. Since the curse was pronounced by his family, he has namely been hit by the one same house after another.

THE DUCHESS, At 17-years married Georgiana Spencer, the title friherrinan of Devonshire. The wedding was the highlight for the fashion obsessed Georgian period in England. The era was bordered by both the decadent aesthetics and political unrest.

وَإِذۡ قَالَ مُوسَىٰ لِقَوۡمِهِۦۤ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يَأۡمُرُكُمۡ أَن تَذۡبَحُواْ بَقَرَةً۬‌ۖ قَالُوٓاْ أَتَتَّخِذُنَا هُزُوً۬ا‌ۖ قَالَ أَعُوذُ بِٱللَّهِ أَنۡ أَكُونَ مِنَ ٱلۡجَـٰهِلِينَ

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And when Moses said unto his people: Lo! Allah commandeth you that ye sacrifice a cow, they said: Dost thou make game of us? He answered: Allah forbid that I should be among the foolish!

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Och när Mose sade till sitt folk: Lo! Allah befaller er att ni offra en ko, sade de: Ser du göra spel av oss? Han svarade: Allah förbjude att jag skulle vara bland de dåraktiga!

Im laying here in bed eating muffins and drinking glögg. I am so worth it!

A long week with lots of guest and heavy work, my body feels like a banana. I have pain in my back and knees, my feeths are swollen and in my hand I have a blister from opening wine bottles. I think I opened up around 50 bottle just under saturdays show, so maybe this week I totaly opened up 100.

Today its sunday and normally most people drink light beer and mineralwater. But nope not my guests, they want white wine, red wine, shots, drinks and dessert. No easy sunday here!

So now I will continue my evening with eating mandarins and more glögg, watch Swedish Idol and just relax.

فَجَعَلۡنَـٰهَا نَكَـٰلاً۬ لِّمَا بَيۡنَ يَدَيۡہَا وَمَا خَلۡفَهَا وَمَوۡعِظَةً۬ لِّلۡمُتَّقِينَ

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And We made it an example to their own and to succeeding generations, and an admonition to the God-fearing.

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Och vi gjorde den ett exempel för sin egen och till efterföljande generationer, och en förmaning till de gudfruktiga.

وَلَقَدۡ عَلِمۡتُمُ ٱلَّذِينَ ٱعۡتَدَوۡاْ مِنكُمۡ فِى ٱلسَّبۡتِ فَقُلۡنَا لَهُمۡ كُونُواْ قِرَدَةً خَـٰسِـِٔينَ

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And ye know of those of you who broke the Sabbath, how We said unto them: Be ye apes, despised and hated!

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Och ni känner er som bröt sabbaten, hur vi sade till dem: Varen apor, föraktade och hatade!