I have been looking around on internet and magazins after a wedding dress.

I found so many beautiful pieces and I have realized it will be hard to find one. Specially when I dont really know what kind I want, or yeah I know kind of what I want but I dont know if it will fit me...

I would like to have hanging shoulder straps, open back, red details, little slip and maybe some lace.

So maybe something like this...

What you think? Could this be something for me?

وَإِذۡ قُلۡتُمۡ يَـٰمُوسَىٰ لَن نَّصۡبِرَ عَلَىٰ طَعَامٍ۬ وَٲحِدٍ۬ فَٱدۡعُ لَنَا رَبَّكَ يُخۡرِجۡ لَنَا مِمَّا تُنۢبِتُ ٱلۡأَرۡضُ مِنۢ بَقۡلِهَا وَقِثَّآٮِٕهَا وَفُومِهَا وَعَدَسِہَا وَبَصَلِهَا‌ۖ قَالَ أَتَسۡتَبۡدِلُونَ ٱلَّذِى هُوَ أَدۡنَىٰ بِٱلَّذِى هُوَ خَيۡرٌ‌ۚ ٱهۡبِطُواْ مِصۡرً۬ا فَإِنَّ لَڪُم مَّا سَأَلۡتُمۡ‌ۗ وَضُرِبَتۡ عَلَيۡهِمُ ٱلذِّلَّةُ وَٱلۡمَسۡڪَنَةُ وَبَآءُو بِغَضَبٍ۬ مِّنَ ٱللَّهِ‌ۗ ذَٲلِكَ بِأَنَّهُمۡ كَانُواْ يَكۡفُرُونَ بِـَٔايَـٰتِ ٱللَّهِ وَيَقۡتُلُونَ ٱلنَّبِيِّـۧنَ بِغَيۡرِ ٱلۡحَقِّ‌ۗ ذَٲلِكَ بِمَا عَصَواْ وَّڪَانُواْ يَعۡتَدُونَ

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And when ye said: O Moses! We are weary of one kind of food; so call upon thy Lord for us that He bring forth for us of that which the earth groweth - of its herbs and its cucumbers and its corn and its lentils and its onions. He said: Would ye exchange that which is higher for that which is lower? Go down to settled country, thus ye shall get that which ye demand. And humiliation and wretchedness were stamped upon them and they were visited with wrath from Allah. That was because they disbelieved in Allah's revelations and slew the prophets wrongfully. That was for their disobedience and transgression.

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Och när ni sade: O Moses! Vi är trötta på en sorts mat, så uppmana din Herre för oss att han frambringa för oss av det som jorden växte - av örter och dess gurkor och majs och linser och lök. Han sade: Skulle ni byta det som är högre för den som är lägre? Gå ner till fast land, så skolen få det som ni kräver. Och förnedring och elände var stämplat på dem och de fick besök av vrede från Allah. Det var för att de inte trodde på Allahs uppenbarelser och dödade profeterna orättmätigt. Det var för deras olydnad och överträdelse.

Hmm.. Im sitting here and smell that someone of the students is making food down in the basement. A smell of pasta...

But the thing is that it dosent make me hungry and normaly I should run to the kitchen and make my self some food. Last night when I came home from work I was not eather hungry so I just took a mandarin, banana and some chokolate. And this morning I have just been eating one sandwish...that aint so good. So technical I should be sooo hungry!

Accerly I want one thing but I have to go to the store to get it and its snowing lots outside. Which means I have to do lots to just get what I most want...

I dont know if I am willing to do that, becouse all I want is a big bag of CHIPS!!

Oh oh and I have avokado at home, guess what I could do with that?! Yeah I could do guacamole and then dip the chips in it and sit infront of a good movie and just get relaxed!!

Damn it! Can someone please go to the store for me and buy....Chips and yoghurt??

And when you are there you could also get mandarins, bananas, green paprika, tomatos and pasta. Then I should be saved for this week!

Is it anyone that could do that for me?

۞ وَإِذِ ٱسۡتَسۡقَىٰ مُوسَىٰ لِقَوۡمِهِۦ فَقُلۡنَا ٱضۡرِب بِّعَصَاكَ ٱلۡحَجَرَ‌ۖ فَٱنفَجَرَتۡ مِنۡهُ ٱثۡنَتَا عَشۡرَةَ عَيۡنً۬ا‌ۖ قَدۡ عَلِمَ ڪُلُّ أُنَاسٍ۬ مَّشۡرَبَهُمۡ‌ۖ ڪُلُواْ وَٱشۡرَبُواْ مِن رِّزۡقِ ٱللَّهِ وَلَا تَعۡثَوۡاْ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ مُفۡسِدِينَ

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And when Moses asked for water for his people, We said: Smite with thy staff the rock. And there gushed out therefrom twelve springs (so that) each tribe knew their drinking-place. Eat and drink of that which Allah hath provided, and do not act corruptly, making mischief in the earth.

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Och när Moses bad om vatten till sitt folk, sade vi: slå med din personal berget. Och det strömmade fram ur den tolv källor (så att) varje stam visste sitt drickande-plats. Ät och drick av det som Allah har förutsatt, och inte agera korrupt, vilket gör ofog på jorden.

This week of work is now over. It have been going up and down and some confused guests made it little crazy. And on my station we got a extra table which means I had to take 5 tables totaly 34 guests. It was interesting! But its a great opportunity to develop and get a higher stress level. I like it, some more action in my life!

I had a date with my husband also on saturday morning! We were so anxious to see each other in cam so my computer froze.

Every thing is okay over there. He is just borred on spending time there and all they do is cleaning and walking.

Maybe not the funniest things for a man, but at least my husband knows now when he will be back how to clean. So thats just great news for me!! Ahaha...

Tomorrow is a new week and it will open up new dorrs! Smile and be happy everyone!!

فَبَدَّلَ ٱلَّذِينَ ظَلَمُواْ قَوۡلاً غَيۡرَ ٱلَّذِى قِيلَ لَهُمۡ فَأَنزَلۡنَا عَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ ظَلَمُواْ رِجۡزً۬ا مِّنَ ٱلسَّمَآءِ بِمَا كَانُواْ يَفۡسُقُونَ

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But those who did wrong changed the word which had been told them for another saying, and We sent down upon the evil-doers wrath from heaven for their evil-doing.

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Men de som gjorde fel förändrat ord som blivit berättat för dem för en annan säger, och vi sände ner på missdådare vrede från himlen för sina onda gärningar.

وَإِذۡ قُلۡنَا ٱدۡخُلُواْ هَـٰذِهِ ٱلۡقَرۡيَةَ فَڪُلُواْ مِنۡهَا حَيۡثُ شِئۡتُمۡ رَغَدً۬ا وَٱدۡخُلُواْ ٱلۡبَابَ سُجَّدً۬ا وَقُولُواْ حِطَّةٌ۬ نَّغۡفِرۡ لَكُمۡ خَطَـٰيَـٰكُمۡ‌ۚ وَسَنَزِيدُ ٱلۡمُحۡسِنِينَ

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And when We said: Go into this township and eat freely of that which is therein, and enter the gate prostrate, and say: "Repentance." We will forgive you your sins and will increase (reward) for the right-doers.

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Och när vi sade: Gå in i denna kommun och äta fritt av det som är däri, och in genom porten framstupa, och säga: ". Omvändelse" Vi kommer att förlåta er era synder och kommer att öka (belöning) för rätt-doers.

''I'm so happy, I'm so glad that I've got you

I want to thank you, and thank you means Merci...

MERCI! My little way of saying thanks!

MERCI for being you!''

Well my friends, Im happy today!

I had a long date with my husband and Insallah he will be online tomorrow too.

But today is a step closer to our finish goal.

We have passed day 100 which means we just have 55 more days until my husband is out of army and I am back in Turkey.

Oh I can finally see the end of this army time!

I have also just 1 month left here in Örebro. Also that feels good.

I miss my family, my cat and dog.

 To go home and celebrate christmas with them and enjoy the last days before I go.

The task is starting to end...

Alhamdulillah!