Ohh I miss Mersin so much, I want to be there right now!!

In writing moment Gökhan is booking my plane ticket!

I talked to boss yesterday about when I can be off for our weddingparty and it dident take more the 5 min until we decided what dates I was able to go. So between the 8 september to the 13 october I am in Mersin! Finally I have a date to look forward to, the countdown can begin!

The weekend with so much work now fees little more easy...

Today at dinner I sat with the garderner and we talked about Turkey and about me and my husband.

How it will be when he come here, about SFI, work, marriage, kids and so on. And the garderner asks me how long we have been together becouse we were at that point talking about marriage and he thought I was to young to me marride, anyway when I was counting back when we started our relationship I realize that it is exactelly one the day 3 years ago we became girlfriend and boyfriend, 1 june 2008. Amasing what time goes by fast!

Under this days we have had many happy days but also many sad days, and we will have pleanty more coming but now as husband and wife.

I love you man!!

This photo we took last year at our 2 years anniversary.

Sitting here alone at the hotelroom one second its so sunny and the next its storm and almost raining outside.

So I sit here and look back on my time I have had in Mersin ...

One of the questions that comes up is - How did we afford all this travel back and forward? We must have been spending so much on tickets, specially in the begining when we had not found the cheap flights yet. I have been flying with SAS and Turkish Airlines and they are so expencive, I thank Allah for Pegasus and that they have great transfar tickets. But all those money have been worthy! Every time I have been with my husband do look back on with happiness, even if it always have not been.

I miss it so much to have him around me even if he is just sitting there next to his computer and playing okay instead of spending time with me. Its not easy when we are apart a long time and when we meet we expect from eachother that we will give 100 % attention to eachother. That is not working in long time, so I look so forward to when Gökhan is gonna move here and we can start a normal relationship. Never know its maybe just 2 months left until he is here!!

My unbelivable husband have done this for me under the time he was at camping with his friends! I got so suprised so I started to cry!

Yesterday it happened, Gökhan and I got married!

16/5 2011 kl. 13,15

at that time we wrote under the marriage papers and into our book,

we will help eathother in happy, hard and sickness days.

Last night we went to Tarsus for Gökhans friends wedding.

We left alittle earlier to go to a new open store at Tarsus but when we got there it was still construction! So we were at Tarsus 2 hours earlier then wedding so what should we do under that time? Tarsus is a small city and not much to do. But we drove around and found a street, parked and walked around. We found a pizza restaurant there we sat down, the pizza was great but little to small for that price. Gökhan wanted to suprize me to eat dessert after but the result of that was that they did not have any desserts even if it said in their menu that they had.

But not a big deal becouse we were late gonna eat wedding cake. Rest of the time we went to carrefour to look after stocking for me, becouse when I took mine on at home I succeed to get a hole under my foot and it goes up on my leg.

Gökhan got chock in store when it said they costed 7,90 TL for one par of stockings. But when we got to the cash he got much happier when they said they costed 2,90, so 5 TL less!

Now we were ready to go to the wedding. They had been decorating so beautifult and with (plastic)flowers on every table, the entrance was candles and a flowerframe. Lovelly!

The wedding cuple came little late but as they say - the one waiting for something good never wait to long. Her dress was so nice, a typical turkish wedding dress lots of sparkler and a big rysh pysh bottem.

Thanks to them Gökhan and I danced our first dance together. I was shaking so badly, how will I be able to dance on our wedding if I should shake that much. Probably I will faint!