Then the last day of march have come.

A day that I have been spending 1 hour in the bathroom scrubing and rubing, now its so shinning even between all the tiles. The toilet looks like it should be now, AND the one that shits in it now I will not be happy on!

Actually I was gonna write about something much more pleasant ...

Like this - One year ago me, Gökhan and Esma was always going out to walk and let Esma to play in parks. And it was much better weather then it is now. Now I still have to have my jacket on maybe not in daytime but absolutely on nighttime, but a cardigan I must have all the time.

Last year we could walk around with t-shirt in middle of march. Here is a photo we took  last year when we went to eat kebap in a new open restaurant.

Just becouse I am leaving the heat is starting to come!! Now we are gonna go out and enjoy our last week together for this time. In the basket we have çay, nuts and I think I will snuggle down something sweet too!

I am trying to look for job. Actually I have found many that I would like to work at and that I think should fit me perfect but the problem is how do I let them to know that I am the one!?

I cant just write I am the ONE! This is the job I have been looking for! For me that sounds like I am 18 and just got out from school and have nothing to present.

But I have recived an answer from a Hotel close to Uppsala, I have interview the 8'th april at 2 pm. Wise me luck that I get it!

Its so important that I get a fulltime job becouse Gökhan and my future is depending on it. Its so hard to find a good job and with decent salary. Gökhan have been looking job seen middle of his army, so from beginning of this year. This last days he have been at 2 interviews but non of them seem promising.

So we will see what happens. InsAllah the best!

This sunday we went to picnic in the mountains with Ali and Erman. We were supose to leave at 9 am but Ali overslept and we called him and he said he will be ready in 1 hour. We were ready at 10, we took all stuff and food down the stairs. But he did not come and we called him and he said his was on his way but the time went, so we sat next to our doorway for 1 hour and waited. Funny when you think about it now afterwards but not so funny then.

Finally he came and we picked up Erman, drove up to the picnic area and when we were pasking up Alis food we see that he had been taking the wrong meet and that it was stone frozen! Ali bu (Thats Ali) ... Hahaha!! So Ali and Erman of they go to find a store close to there and buy some chicken.

Under the time I did sallad and Gökhan was fixing the fire, they came back just in time when the fire was perfect. We did BBQ on chicken breast, chicken wings, pepper and mushroom.

When we almost was done Ermans parents joined us and they brougth lamb chops and more mushrooms so once more we did BBQ and we still had some fish left that we had not yet done. Alittle later also Ermans girlfriend came just in time when I was  preparing çay.

The evening came and we went looking after wood and we made up a fire, we sat there joking had such fun.  I had some of my kladdkaka and the guys had been buying tatil from a car that drove around to the diffrent park in the area.  Also we had grilled marshmellow and seeds as dessert.

Lovelly day!

Ja da sitter jag har döds sjuk och har gnattat av mig pa mamma att jag ar sa himla less pa att ingen förstar vad jag vill eller behöver. Att jag vill ha POTATIS, SAS och FISK SOM AR ALLT ANNAT AN GRILLAD! Kanske en fett rakmacka fran Gotlandsbaten och sen sourcream and onion chips hade ju imnte suttit fel!

FASEN VAD JAG LANGTAR EFTER SVENSK MAT!!

Inte vill jag hem och höre ett enda gnagg om att jag skall göra de o de och allra mest komma hem och hitta mig ett jobb och glömma Turkiet.

Om de hade vart sa bra att jag kunde fa turkiskt klimat, farska ravaror, min kara man fran turkiet och sen svensk mat och svenska kultur i ett, da skulle jag vara glad och lycklig igen.

Jag har en san sjuk lang lista pa vad jag skall köpa med mig hem hit sa jag vet inte vad. Meningen var att jag skulle börja flytta hit mina saker men mina 20 kilo kommer nog mestadels besta av matvaror. Men vad behöver jag 36 glas och bestick till nar vi inte ens har en lagenhet för oss sjalva?!

Livet ar hart ibland ... för jag glömde ju att beratta att vi har vart utan vatten i mer an 24 timmar och inte fick vi nagon förvarning eller förklaring och var vi har förstat sa har typ hela stan vart utan vatten. Nu har de antligen kommit tillbaka men jag far inte duscha an för varan vattenbehallare behöver fyllas pa först!

Yes then it was done. I have booked my ticket home to Sweden, my 90 days are now soon over and I have to leave. So the 7'th april 7:50 am I am gonna sit on the plane.

First thing I will eat when I am at home is lots of potatos and sauce! But I will have plenty of time for that becouse I am not going back to Turkey untill the 10'th may, so I will be home little more then 1 month.

Its with mixed feeling I am going home. I have been missing Sweden so much and now I will see if I actually do miss it and what I miss. Probably after 1 week I will feel like I am done there and miss Gökhan so anbelivable much. I miss Sweden after 2 months in Turkey but I can be without Gökhan 1 week.

So when I am coming back here I will bring food that I normally miss and then I will be fine. Becouse I will probably not go back to Sweden untill after the wedding in october Insallah.

We just came home from our spontaneous picnic with Ali. We went to a place called Doktor' un Yeri, it was so high up in mountains and such dangerous road up there!

Here comes some photos from the day ...

I am sitting here and looking at some old photos and I found this photo when I am eating strawberry. It is one years ago we had bought the years first strawberrys and they were great!

But it hit me that this year I have to wait alittle longer to be able to eat it. Weather is so much colder this year, last year I could walk around in t-shirt but this year I have to have jacket almost every day. But I have seen strawberrys in bazaar but they are like the once we can find in Sweden in wintertime, stone hard and tast just water.

But never know this weeks bazaar they will maybe have sweet, juice strawberries.