Kristin is tired! After just 2 days of working (with one days off inbetween) and I am tired...my eyes want to close them self all the time. It can be becouse Im just sitting here all days and then waiting time to pass and then working on night. Also maybe becouse Im still sick...yesterday I got such a cough infront of guests and it was the premiere!! Horrible!!

Before when I was home I did house work almost everyday and that fits me more. I can do what I want when ever I want.

So InsAllah I will be a housewife! Askim do you hear that??

I dont want to be that for comfort, I really like that kind of life. Today when I was cooking I realize I miss to cook lots of food. Food that is supose to cover 6-8 hungry stomachs. Stand and dish and then do prep for tea, maybe had been baking something that we could have as dessert. And then sit there rest of the night on balcony and enjoy the moon.

Yeah thats the life I want!!

(83 days 9 hours 54 min till Im back in Turkey...)

Today I made Erişte Corbasi, its one of my favorite turkish soups. Its made out of lentil and a special makarna (pasta), but could probably work with usual pasta.

Erişte Corbasi

1 glas lentil

3-4 hands with makarna (pasta)

1 chicken extract cube

1-2 tbsp tomato paste

1 tbsp pepper paste

salt

oil (not olive oil)

25 g butter

1 tsp dry mint

1 tsp dry red pepper

Do like this:

Boil the lentil until it starts geting soft, put in the extract cube, tomato paste, pepper paste and salt. After you add the makarna.

When makarna and lentil are soft you melt butter and put in little oil. When the butter starts to bubble you add mint and red pepper into and then pore it in the soup. You decide yourself how much butter and spices you want, for more healty just less butter and more oil.

Afiyet Olsun!!  Bon Appetit!!  Smaklig måltid!!

I am soon gonna go in to grandmum, we will make lots of buns to me!

I need around 60-70 buns then Im safe all time when Im in Örebro working.

Thanks to grandmum that she helpes me otherwise I should get stone dough buns to eat. Becouse I dont understand me on yeast...

Worst thing to bake with her is I have to wake up so early...at 7 my alarm called!!

Why old peopel have to bake in mornings?

But I still havent got my ass in there, my bed is to soft and its nice to sit and drink tea her infront of computer.

Kick my ass and Im going!

I will now share with you one of my grandmums great recipes!

Flatfish filé in dill sauce

6 hg flatfish or any other with fish like cod or perch

2 tsp salt

1 tbsp white wine vineger

3 dl cream, can take milk for a more light alternative

1 fish extract cube

1 dl finely chopped dill

2 tbsp flour

Do like this:

Pure together cream, vineger and add salt, extract cube and the dill. (I added some white pepper to give little more taste) When it have been simming for some minutes add flour that you have been diluted with some water, this is to make the sauce thicker.

 Lay down the filé and keep simmer for some minutes.

Afiyet Olsun!!  Bon Appetit!!  Smaklig måltid!!

I have been spending my afternoon in Visby with Natalie.

Came late in to town becouse of road construction...Why could I not have been listening at the local radio? Then I could have taken another road.

But I had some fun in the line, infront of me I had a new flashy sportcar and infront of that one truck that came with stuff to the road. This two made me laugh.

When we start driving the sportcar stopes in the middle of way just when we passed the guard, then realice how to drive. Later the truck is going over to the wrong side (for us) there they were laying the new road, and the sportcar belive he is supose to drive there too so turn over but then the truck start to back. Ahahha so funny to see the person wave the hand to me and I understand he need help where he should drive. So Im sitting in my car jumping and waving my hand in the right directin. Me in a Ford Escort 97 helped a new flashy sportscar!!

After I had enough so I pass it and see its a girl driving! Damn it! It should have been much more funny if it was a guy.

Well in town so stands Natalie there and have been waiting 30 min. Sorry!!

But we had fun on the café. We got each a baguett, I took a seafood mix and she a chicken mix without sallad. Sat there and talked about old memories and shoes!!

Then we went down to the british pub but it was closed. So it was just to walk up all the long hill we almost falled down from earlyer. Then we did some window shoping, best thing when you dont have any money. But I got a wedding magazine...just had to!

Sadly I had to go home but first shop some groceries.

At home it was just to start do dinner, flatfish filé in dill sauge and potatos. Lovely!!

And some yesterdays apple pie as dessert. Now ''Farmer looking for wife'' on tv.

I just took out my apple pie from the own. First time I use this recipe becouse I could not find our old. It smells and looks great and hopefully it taste so too. Im thinking to suprice my mum with dessert after dinner. I just have one problem, I dont know what I should cook for dinner...

Appel pie with cinnamon

150 gram butter or margarine

2 dl flour

1,5 dl oatmeal

1 dl suger

1 dl light syrup

2 tsp cinnamon

~ 4 dl apple slices

Do like this:

Put the own on 200-225 degrees. Mix flour, oatmeal and sugar in a bowl. Divide butter or margarine into cubes and chop it with your fingers so that it becomes a powdery mass. I melted the butter instead and then mixed, works good too.

Prepair an ovenproof dish with butter. Add the apple slices and pour on the syrup. Sprinkle with cinnamon and fold until the apples are coated all over.

Crumble then flour mixture over the apple pieces and put the pie in the oven for about 20 minutes.

Afiyet Olsun!!  Bon Appetit!!  Smaklig måltid!!

I have been doing great work today!

Made some important calls. After lunch I went outside and I picked up every singel apple in the whole garden. Even those who was still sitting on the trees. Four full wheelbarrow I got and trowed out in the forest. Talk about waste, but what can I do when its a sickness on the trees.

Then out waking my long walk. Yesterday my uncle and aunt told me its longer then 5 km probably something between 6-7 km. So Im doing a great workout everyday, sadly my shoes are maybe little to big so it makes my feet hurts alittle or simple Im not trained at all!

After I have been relaxing by watching a serie on internet, it was about young girls that got babys. Really interesting and you can learn much about it!

Middel of everything I had to make dinner, I made trashfood. Chickenslices with Pomme Chateau and bea...really unhealty but good!

I also got a changs to talk to Gökhan for 30 min tonight!! Cried offcours...I dont understand why its so hard to be from him. I have him there on internet almost everyday but still my heart hurts so bad. No I cant talk about this I will just start cry again...

Yesterday evening I watched a old serie on tv3play from 2007,  

''We are eating ourselves to death'' .

> First program, was about kids and how they get bullied about their fatness. How they are fighting mentally agains others and in person.

> Second program, woman trying to get pregnant but they cant becouse of there fatness. In that program I got nervous, I have always been fat and accerly the midwife have told me I have to lose weight otherwise I should have problem. And I was at that time 85 kg! Think about those who are around 100 kg...

Today when I woke up one of the first things I did was to stand up on the wave, there it said 67.7 kg!! I have been able to keep my weight after ramazan, I feel so great.

> Third program, about people that was depending on suger and fat. They lied about how much they ate. Even people that stod at work on the toaletts eating in secret. Bought extra cakes when they were gonna have guests and then on nights going up and sitting and eating what was left over.

Its horrible how this can happen.

Where did this problem with fatness come from?

I can just wish people to wake up, not just those who have this problem. Everyone have to think about it, doctor have to help them more, society should help by not bully.

So today I will burn calories by clean the whole house from top to bottom and then go out walking 2 hours. I never want to be fat again!