Damn it I hate when my computer dont do as I want it to!!

Every time I start up firefox or Explorer it freeze after 5 min and this pop-up window comes up which says; 

''Enhanced On-Access Anti- Malware Protection

slutade fungera och avslutades.

Ett program gjorde att programmet slutade fungera korrekt.

Du kommer att meddelas om det finns någon lösning på problemet.''

What damn program? Firefox? Messenger? Or what its just those I have up...

I have been doing update on Vista, I reinstalled firefox, I have been looking up our Antivirusprogram Panda. But I cant find anything that is wrong.

Well I know something is wrong with our virusprogram becouse it can close sometimes without any reason. But damn it, it says it's works!

HELP ME PLEASE!!

وَإِذَا لَقُواْ ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ قَالُوٓاْ ءَامَنَّا وَإِذَا خَلَوۡاْ إِلَىٰ شَيَـٰطِينِهِمۡ قَالُوٓاْ إِنَّا مَعَكُمۡ إِنَّمَا نَحۡنُ مُسۡتَہۡزِءُونَ

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And when they fall in with those who believe, they say: We believe; but when they go apart to their devils they declare: Lo! we are with you; verily we did but mock.

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Och när de faller in med de som tror, säger de: Vi tror, men när de går isär i sina djävlar de förklarar: Lo! Vi är med dig, sannerligen vi gjorde men håna.

The clock is before 12 and I have allready walked my hour of exiercise.

Now its just to get dressed and eat lunch and drive up to Hemse stortorgdag! The biggest bazaar on Gotland.

I know I will buy grapes and candy becouse thats on extra price, but probably I will find much more then I should...

وَإِذَا قِيلَ لَهُمۡ ءَامِنُواْ كَمَآ ءَامَنَ ٱلنَّاسُ قَالُوٓاْ أَنُؤۡمِنُ كَمَآ

ءَامَنَ ٱلسُّفَهَآءُ‌ۗ أَلَآ إِنَّهُمۡ هُمُ ٱلسُّفَهَآءُ وَلَـٰكِن لَّا يَعۡلَمُونَ

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And when it is said unto them: believe as the people believe,they say: shall we believe as the foolish believe? are not hey indeed the foolish? But they know not.

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Och när det sägs till dem: tror att när folk tror, säger de: Ska vi tro som den dåraktiga tro? är inte hey verkligen dumma? Men de vet inte.

I havent been this down for a long time.

All I have done today was just thinking on memories. On all those things Gökhan and I have done.

One year ago we went to a boatrace competition and took his cousin Esma to park with aunts. We played backgammon with Serkan, he always want to teach me but I dont get anything. We went bowling with Hakan and his girlfriend, we were them first to meet her so it was alittle nervous.

Six months ago Esma and I went to a shoe store, a lady came up to us and started to talk and I dident understand anything! Haha, luckily Gökhan was close enough to hear what she said and could explain later.

Oh what I miss Mersin, my husband and all his relatives.

The lovely weather, parks and the sea.

Mersin is the paradis for me!

To hear my husband tonight say army is SHIT it dosent help at all. I cried my self  through those 30 min.

He is walking in mud many times a day and between the patrol he have to clean the boots becouse they are not allowed to go around dirty.

And all days its raining in periods, 10 min rain then 10 sun and so on. That means he will be sick (Insallah not).

Their food is horrible! For breakfast, hard fried bread and a slice of cheese...dinner they got beans, salad and some bread and everything was cold.

I want him to come home so I can cook some food for him, I should give him lots of good black tea! We should go to carsi, help uncle in his store, meet with his friends and then walk all the way back home. Stop at BIM buy a Icetea go to Adese to buy his favorit bread.

In evening download a movie and make chocolate pudding with biscuits. Take lots of pillows and blankets in bed and then just sit there next to him.

Often I fall asleep so he have to lay me down and tuck me in.

100 days, 2 hours 59 min left for all that.....

When I just did namaz and on the radio plays...

Whitney Houston - I Will Always Love You.

It's first time when I hear that song and I connect it more with Allah then my husband!

Allahu Ajmal!

أَلَآ إِنَّهُمۡ هُمُ ٱلۡمُفۡسِدُونَ وَلَـٰكِن لَّا يَشۡعُرُونَ

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Beware ! They indeed are the mischief-makers. But they perceive not.

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Se upp! De är verkligen ont beslutsfattare. Men de uppfattar inte.

I have to say they are so strong in ''Biggest Loser Sverige'' even if the motivation is low they still fight on and lose weight.

Im little chock that they havent got any course about how much, when and what to eat. If they had learned earlier then they should have been losing much more. Specially that guy that was over 200 kg.

But they are doing a great work!

My work today was cleaning all house, not so heavy as I should have wanted.

After me and grandmum was gonna go to Hemse to shop, but before we left she wanted to drink coffe. So I got in all calories I lost! Damn...

Home again and it was just to changs clothes and go out walking.

The long road I walk is maybe 5 km and the short can be 3 km. So totaly I walked 8 km in storm which made some extra resistance. Everything took 1,5 hour.

Tomorrow is a new day and If my sickness dosent bloom up after this I'll be there on the road.