I am home after a so long day! This day started at 6 am and we left to the hospital at 7. When we got there it was not so crowded but it seemed like everyone was going to the orthopaedics becouse we got such a high line number.

Then we went to see if the x-ray had come, well then they had not open that office yet so we hade to wait for 40 min. When we sat there and waited one man came in emergency and he had been falling down from a house they were boulding. He could not move anything from the belly and up. Insallah he will get better!

Finally when that office open and we got in we sat down there to wait on our turn. And all people that was before us they sent home again becouse there x-ray had not come yet. So I was praying that our really came yesterday afternoon. She was just about to write us a not that we also should come back on friday becouse our had not come, but Gökhan said yeah they said yesterday that some was gonna come in the afternoon yesteray so thats why we came today. And she starts to look and says then that yeah thats true some came in yesterday. And what do we find in the first 5 x-rays, yeap ours! Allahu şükür!

We went to cafe to eat something and after Gökhan went to wait in line for doctors opinion on x-ray and I went to the car. 30 min later he was done. The doctor said that nothing is wrong with the knee and that Gökhan should train it alittle everyday.

Rest of the morning we have been helping Serkan with the passport, becouse he is leaving for work at Cyprus this month.

When we were done we picked up Hacer and we went to çarşi to eat, ladys got börek and men got iskender.

All afternoon we have been driving around at seaside and we went to a cafe that we never have been. We played some OKAY and sadlly the guys won on luck and with just 1 point. But we girls have to be pretend to be weak sometimes so mens can feel strong and mucho.

All I want to do now  is SLEEP!!!

I am sitting and looking job like if it was depending on life of death. Becouse Gökhan one night when he could not sleep had been thinking about the opportunity to live in Sweden. So now I have to see if I can find a job so we can move there and I need a full time job so we have enough money to live on in the daily life.

Anyone that can help me???

I have soon been awake for 3 hours. Gökhan woke me up at 6.30 to make breakfast before we were going to the hospital to get his result on MR he did almost 1 month ago. 

When we got there it was already so crowded, we ran to get a line number and then we went to take out his x-rays. We waited there on line, when it was our turn we get the answer they had not recived his x-ray. Damn, after 1 month and they are not done yet! All we could do now was to go back home, doctor said we should come back later this afternoon but its no idea becouse then we should have to sit there all day.

So we will go tomorrow at same time in morning and we can just wish they recived the x-ray!

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قُلۡ إِن كُنتُمۡ تُحِبُّونَ ٱللَّهَ فَٱتَّبِعُونِى يُحۡبِبۡكُمُ ٱللَّهُ وَيَغۡفِرۡ لَكُمۡ ذُنُوبَكُمۡ‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ غَفُورٌ۬ رَّحِيمٌ۬

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Say, (O Muhammad, to mankind): If ye love Allah, follow me; Allah will love you and forgive you your sins. Allah is Forgiving, Merciful.

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Säg, (O Muhammad, för mänskligheten): Om ni älskar Allah, följ mig, Gud skall älska er och förlåta er era synder. Allah är Förlåtande, Barmhärtig.

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قُلۡ أَطِيعُواْ ٱللَّهَ وَٱلرَّسُولَ‌ۖ فَإِن تَوَلَّوۡاْ فَإِنَّ ٱللَّهَ لَا يُحِبُّ ٱلۡكَـٰفِرِينَ

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Say: Obey Allah and the messenger. But if they turn away, lo! Allah loveth not the disbelievers (in His guidance).

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Säg: Lyd Gud och budbäraren. Men om de vänder sig bort, lo! Allah älskar inte de icke troende (i hans vägledning).

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۞ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ ٱصۡطَفَىٰٓ ءَادَمَ وَنُوحً۬ا وَءَالَ إِبۡرَٲهِيمَ وَءَالَ عِمۡرَٲنَ عَلَى ٱلۡعَـٰلَمِينَ

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Lo! Allah preferred Adam and Noah and the Family of Abraham and the Family of 'Imran above (all His) creatures.

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Lo! Allah föredrog Adam och Noa och Abrahams familj och hans familj "Imran ovan (alla Hans) varelser.

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لَّا يَتَّخِذِ ٱلۡمُؤۡمِنُونَ ٱلۡكَـٰفِرِينَ أَوۡلِيَآءَ مِن دُونِ ٱلۡمُؤۡمِنِينَ‌ۖ وَمَن يَفۡعَلۡ ذَٲلِكَ فَلَيۡسَ مِنَ ٱللَّهِ فِى شَىۡءٍ إِلَّآ أَن تَتَّقُواْ مِنۡهُمۡ تُقَٮٰةً۬‌ۗ وَيُحَذِّرُڪُمُ ٱللَّهُ نَفۡسَهُ ۥ‌ۗ وَإِلَى ٱللَّهِ ٱلۡمَصِيرُ

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Let not the believers take disbelievers for their friends in preference to believers. Whoso doeth that hath no connection with Allah unless (it be) that ye but guard yourselves against them, taking (as it were) security. Allah biddeth you beware (only) of Himself. Unto Allah is the journeying.

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Låt inte de troende ta icke troende för sina vänner i stället för troende. Vemhelst doed som inte har någon anknytning till Allah om (det) att ni men skydda er mot dem, med (så att säga) säkerhet. Allah bjudit du akta (endast) av sig själv. Un till Allah är den resande.

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قُلۡ إِن تُخۡفُواْ مَا فِى صُدُورِڪُمۡ أَوۡ تُبۡدُوهُ يَعۡلَمۡهُ ٱللَّهُ‌ۗ وَيَعۡلَمُ مَا فِى ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَمَا فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ عَلَىٰ ڪُلِّ شَىۡءٍ۬ قَدِيرٌ۬

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Say, (O Muhammad): Whether ye hide that which is in your breasts or reveal it, Allah knoweth it. He knoweth that which is in the heavens and that which is in the earth, and Allah is Able to do all things.

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Säg, (O Muhammad): Oavsett om ni döljer det som är i brösten eller avslöja det, Allah vet det. Han vet att den som är i himlarna och det som är på jorden, och Allah kan göra allt.

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يَوۡمَ تَجِدُ ڪُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ مَّا عَمِلَتۡ مِنۡ خَيۡرٍ۬ مُّحۡضَرً۬ا وَمَا عَمِلَتۡ مِن سُوٓءٍ۬ تَوَدُّ لَوۡ أَنَّ بَيۡنَهَا وَبَيۡنَهُ ۥۤ أَمَدَۢا بَعِيدً۬ا‌ۗ وَيُحَذِّرُڪُمُ ٱللَّهُ نَفۡسَهُ ۥ‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ رَءُوفُۢ بِٱلۡعِبَادِ

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On the Day when every soul will find itself confronted with all that it hath done of good and all that it hath done of evil (every soul) will long that there might be a mighty space of distance between it and that (evil). Allah biddeth you beware of Him. And Allah is Full of Pity for (His) bondmen.

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På den dag då varje själ kommer att hitta sig själv konfronteras med allt vad det har gjort gott och allt vad det har gjort ont (varje själ) kommer länge att det kan finnas en mäktig rymd av avståndet mellan det och att (onda). Allah bjudit du akta dig för honom. Och Allah är full av medlidande (Hans) trälar.

Well, when you are sick and its raining you suddenly have so much time over for stupid things. So I took the opportunity to changed my blog style. I hope its not to bad and that it is still easy to read the texts.

You may give me some feed back on this chang!!

Ja da sitter jag har döds sjuk och har gnattat av mig pa mamma att jag ar sa himla less pa att ingen förstar vad jag vill eller behöver. Att jag vill ha POTATIS, SAS och FISK SOM AR ALLT ANNAT AN GRILLAD! Kanske en fett rakmacka fran Gotlandsbaten och sen sourcream and onion chips hade ju imnte suttit fel!

FASEN VAD JAG LANGTAR EFTER SVENSK MAT!!

Inte vill jag hem och höre ett enda gnagg om att jag skall göra de o de och allra mest komma hem och hitta mig ett jobb och glömma Turkiet.

Om de hade vart sa bra att jag kunde fa turkiskt klimat, farska ravaror, min kara man fran turkiet och sen svensk mat och svenska kultur i ett, da skulle jag vara glad och lycklig igen.

Jag har en san sjuk lang lista pa vad jag skall köpa med mig hem hit sa jag vet inte vad. Meningen var att jag skulle börja flytta hit mina saker men mina 20 kilo kommer nog mestadels besta av matvaror. Men vad behöver jag 36 glas och bestick till nar vi inte ens har en lagenhet för oss sjalva?!

Livet ar hart ibland ... för jag glömde ju att beratta att vi har vart utan vatten i mer an 24 timmar och inte fick vi nagon förvarning eller förklaring och var vi har förstat sa har typ hela stan vart utan vatten. Nu har de antligen kommit tillbaka men jag far inte duscha an för varan vattenbehallare behöver fyllas pa först!