This day we are waking up by dede knocking on door screaming Haydiii.

We are now going on picnic with family to our mountain house. So everyone is running around and it gets crazy. I feel its not even any idea for me to start pulling in anythimg so I just take my things and goes down and drive the car to gate, I sat there until we were leaving.

On our way to mountain house I can really feel how the car is dieing in all uphill. On the end of the road we came behind a tractor that were going at max 30 km/h and we were not even able to pass it! I had to go down at gear 1 to get some speed but then I was fucking the engine. With this car you have to be really careful how you are treating the engine becouse Ali destroyed it when he bought it by driving up over 160 km/h so this car is now never able to go over 80 km/h.

At mountain house it was sunny but so cold and after just a half hour the sun was gone and Kristin had 2 t-shirts, pyjama jacket, jacket on and also Gökhans jacket covering my ass. Only thing I was missing was gloves becouse my hands was freezing from the cold water.

Even today it started to heavy rain when we started to BBQ so Gökhan run up with grill to the balcony. Problem now is now that fire is starting to die. So everyone starts to fix and run after wood and hey and hoo, uproar I can just say. In the end we all was full and happy, Gökhans cousin Furkan even falled to sleep.

When the rain stoped we drove home and so muck better to drive downhill then up! The car was going lika a rocket!

I am writing this 2 days later becouse we have been busy.

Our friday started with a call from Ali and he wanted to go for picnic at our usual place. So it was just to jump from bed and start doing prep for picnik.

After we had picked him up we went to that translater once again to get my passport copy translated. This time they wanted 40 TL to translate just one page and they said yeah its higher price now becouse its has to be translated from swedish, but the thing is that the swedish passports have text in swedish/english/franch. My husband got it down to 30 TL after some argue, you can never give after in turkey, always have to nagg about prices. The translation took 20 min and under the time the guys went to buy meat for BBQ and after Gökhan ran to Noter to get stamp on passport translation.

Now we were on our way and when we got to the place we realize we forgot the bread at home so Ali trewed himself in the car to buy bread.

We fixed the sallad, did sis kebap of the meat and started to make the fire under the time he was gone.

When we just started to eat, lightning and thounder also started and soon it became to heavy rain. So fast we moved in under roof and so romantic we had there.

Later that evening we went to Forum to buy me a dress for our wedding. Ali was not to much help, he just ran after every girl he say. It was like paradise for him.

Anyway we dident find a dress but a black skirt and a white blouse, which Gökhan found for me. I was more looking for something with color but Gökhan explained that its not good to have colorful clothes on a turkish wedding. Its should be clothes that looks more neat.

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فَإِن ڪَذَّبُوكَ فَقَدۡ كُذِّبَ رُسُلٌ۬ مِّن قَبۡلِكَ جَآءُو بِٱلۡبَيِّنَـٰتِ وَٱلزُّبُرِ وَٱلۡكِتَـٰبِ ٱلۡمُنِيرِ

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And if they deny thee, even so did they deny messengers who were before thee, who came with miracles and with the Psalms and with the Scripture giving light.

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Och om de förneka dig, även så nekade de budbärare som var före dig, som kom med mirakel och med Psaltaren och med Skriften ger ljus.

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كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۗ وَإِنَّمَا تُوَفَّوۡنَ أُجُورَڪُمۡ يَوۡمَ ٱلۡقِيَـٰمَةِ‌ۖ فَمَن زُحۡزِحَ عَنِ ٱلنَّارِ وَأُدۡخِلَ ٱلۡجَنَّةَ فَقَدۡ فَازَ‌ۗ وَمَا ٱلۡحَيَوٰةُ ٱلدُّنۡيَآ إِلَّا مَتَـٰعُ ٱلۡغُرُورِ

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Every soul will taste of death. And ye will be paid on the Day of Resurrection only that which ye have fairly earned. Whoso is removed from the Fire and is made to enter paradise, he indeed is triumphant. The life of this world is but comfort of illusion.

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Varje själ kommer att smaka döden. Och ni kommer att utbetalas på uppståndelsens dag bara det som ni ganska tjänat. Den som tas bort från elden och görs till in i Paradiset, han verkligen är triumferande. Livet i denna värld är, men komforten av illusion.

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۞ لَتُبۡلَوُنَّ فِىٓ أَمۡوَٲلِڪُمۡ وَأَنفُسِڪُمۡ وَلَتَسۡمَعُنَّ مِنَ ٱلَّذِينَ أُوتُواْ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ مِن قَبۡلِڪُمۡ وَمِنَ ٱلَّذِينَ أَشۡرَكُوٓاْ أَذً۬ى كَثِيرً۬ا‌ۚ وَإِن تَصۡبِرُواْ وَتَتَّقُواْ فَإِنَّ ذَٲلِكَ مِنۡ عَزۡمِ ٱلۡأُمُورِ

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Assuredly ye will be tried in your property and in your persons, and ye will hear much wrong from those who were given the Scripture before you, and from the idolaters. But if ye persevere and ward off (evil), then that is of the steadfast heart of things.

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Förvisso ni kommer att prövas i din fastighet och i dina personer, och ni kommer att höra mycket fel från dem som fick skriften före er, och från avgudadyrkare. Men om ni håller ut och avvärja (onda), då är de ihärdiga hjärtat av saker.

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لَّقَدۡ سَمِعَ ٱللَّهُ قَوۡلَ ٱلَّذِينَ قَالُوٓاْ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ فَقِيرٌ۬ وَنَحۡنُ أَغۡنِيَآءُ‌ۘ سَنَكۡتُبُ مَا قَالُواْ وَقَتۡلَهُمُ ٱلۡأَنۢبِيَآءَ بِغَيۡرِ حَقٍّ۬ وَنَقُولُ ذُوقُواْ عَذَابَ ٱلۡحَرِيقِ

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Verily Allah heard the saying of those who said, (when asked for contributions to the war): "Allah, forsooth, is poor, and we are rich!" We shall record their saying with their slaying of the prophets wrongfully and We shall say: Taste ye the punishment of burning!

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Sannerligen Allah hört talesättet av de som sa, (när bad om bidrag till kriget): "Allah, minsann, är dålig, och vi är rika!" Vi ska registrera sina sade med sin slaktandet av profeterna felaktigt och vi skall säga: Smaka ni straffet för brännskador!

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ذَٲلِكَ بِمَا قَدَّمَتۡ أَيۡدِيكُمۡ وَأَنَّ ٱللَّهَ لَيۡسَ بِظَلَّامٍ۬ لِّلۡعَبِيدِ

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This is on account of that which your own hands have sent before (you to the judgment). Allah is no oppressor of (His) bondmen.

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Detta är på grund av det som dina egna händer har skickat innan (du till dom). Allah är ingen förtryckare (Hans) trälar.

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ٱلَّذِينَ قَالُوٓاْ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ عَهِدَ إِلَيۡنَآ أَلَّا نُؤۡمِنَ لِرَسُولٍ حَتَّىٰ يَأۡتِيَنَا بِقُرۡبَانٍ۬ تَأۡڪُلُهُ ٱلنَّارُ‌ۗ قُلۡ قَدۡ جَآءَكُمۡ رُسُلٌ۬ مِّن قَبۡلِى بِٱلۡبَيِّنَـٰتِ وَبِٱلَّذِى قُلۡتُمۡ فَلِمَ قَتَلۡتُمُوهُمۡ إِن كُنتُمۡ صَـٰدِقِينَ

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(The same are) those who say: Lo! Allah hath charged us that we believe not in any messenger until he bring us an offering which fire (from heaven) shall devour. Say (unto them, O Muhammad): Messengers came unto you before me with miracles, and with that (very miracle) which ye describe. Why then did ye slay them? (Answer that) if ye are truthful!

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(Samma är) de som säger: Lo! Allah har anbefallt oss att vi tror inte på någon budbärare tills han föra oss ett erbjudande som eld (från himlen) skall förtära. Säg (till dem: O Muhammad): Budbärare kom till dig inför mig med mirakel, och med det (mycket mirakel) som ni beskriver. Varför då gjorde ni döda dem? (Svar som) om ni talar sanning!

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وَلَا يَحۡسَبَنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُوٓاْ أَنَّمَا نُمۡلِى لَهُمۡ خَيۡرٌ۬ لِّأَنفُسِہِمۡ‌ۚ إِنَّمَا نُمۡلِى لَهُمۡ لِيَزۡدَادُوٓاْ إِثۡمً۬ا‌ۚ وَلَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ۬ مُّهِينٌ۬

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And let not those who disbelieve imagine that the rein We give them bodeth good unto their souls. We only give them rein that they may grow in sinfulness. And theirs will be a shameful doom.

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Och låt inte de som inte tror föreställa sig att tygla Vi ger dem bådade gott åt deras själar. Vi ger dem bara tyglar att de kan växa i synd. Och deras kommer att vara en skamlig undergång.

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مَّا كَانَ ٱللَّهُ لِيَذَرَ ٱلۡمُؤۡمِنِينَ عَلَىٰ مَآ أَنتُمۡ عَلَيۡهِ حَتَّىٰ يَمِيزَ ٱلۡخَبِيثَ مِنَ ٱلطَّيِّبِ‌ۗ وَمَا كَانَ ٱللَّهُ لِيُطۡلِعَكُمۡ عَلَى ٱلۡغَيۡبِ وَلَـٰكِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يَجۡتَبِى مِن رُّسُلِهِۦ مَن يَشَآءُ‌ۖ فَـَٔامِنُواْ بِٱللَّهِ وَرُسُلِهِۦ‌ۚ وَإِن تُؤۡمِنُواْ وَتَتَّقُواْ فَلَكُمۡ أَجۡرٌ عَظِيمٌ۬

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It is not (the purpose) of Allah to leave you in your present state till He shall separate the wicked from the good. And it is not (the purpose of) Allah to let you know the Unseen. But Allah chooseth of His messengers whom He will, (to receive knowledge thereof). So believe in Allah and His messengers. If ye believe and ward off (evil), yours will be a vast reward.

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Det är inte (syftet) av Allah att lämna dig i ditt nuvarande tillstånd tills han skall skilja de onda från det goda. Och det är inte (syftet med) Allah så att du vet det osedda. Men Allah valde av Hans budbärare som Han kommer, (för att få kunskap om detta). Så tror på Allah och Hans budbärare. Om ni tror och avvärja (onda), kommer din en stor belöning.

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وَلَا يَحۡسَبَنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ يَبۡخَلُونَ بِمَآ ءَاتَٮٰهُمُ ٱللَّهُ مِن فَضۡلِهِۦ هُوَ خَيۡرً۬ا لَّهُم‌ۖ بَلۡ هُوَ شَرٌّ۬ لَّهُمۡ‌ۖ سَيُطَوَّقُونَ مَا بَخِلُواْ بِهِۦ يَوۡمَ ٱلۡقِيَـٰمَةِ‌ۗ وَلِلَّهِ مِيرَٲثُ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ بِمَا تَعۡمَلُونَ خَبِيرٌ۬

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And let not those who hoard up that which Allah hath bestowed upon them of His bounty think that it is better for them. Nay, it is worse for them. That which they hoard will be their collar on the Day of Resurrection. Allah's is the heritage of the heavens and the earth, and Allah is Informed of what ye do.

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Och låt inte de som hamstra upp det som Allah har skänkt dem för Hans givmildhet tycker att det är bättre för dem. Nej, det är värre för dem. Det som de samlar skall vara deras kragen på Återuppståndelsens Dag. Allahs är arvet av himlarna och jorden, och Allah är informerade om vad ni gör.

Today we have been running here and there to fix the last things for signing. First of all we were gonna drive Ali to his work and then took his car. 

Then we went to fix was the second health report, a paper that we can fill in test results of Hepatit, HIV and AIDS. This test we are not needed to take, just if we want to make sure that non of us has it. Gökhan have taking this test before when he has started a new job and I have vaccenation against hepatit. So we desided not to take this test.

After we went to carsi to a translater and he said that we could get it done in 2 hour. This translation costed totally 150 TL so 30 TL for eash paper but we got discount becouse Gökhan just finished army so we just payed 100 TL. So nice!!

Under that time we sat at uncles store, went to eat tantuni and Gökhan played backgammon with his friend. It started raining, lightning, thunder and became so cold. But we were lucky becouse when those 2 hours had passed also the rain stoped. So we went to get the papers and ran to Notar to get stamps that proff that its legal papers. This stamps was so expencive 185 TL they wanted and no discount!!

After that we drove to the goverment house closest to our house there we will get married. They looked at the papers and Gökhans Nüfus paper was wrong so we had to go and fix that. When we once again come to them they say Gökhans ID copy is bad and they wanted my ID copy too. Gökhan run to fix that, when he comes back they say we need to translate my passport copy and they argue about my birth dates and they dident understand why it sometime had 4 extra numbers. So tomorrow we once again have to go to carsi and fix my passport copy. It really suck, why they want my passport copy translated?! It have nothing with it to do.

But at least they could give us a date for marrige anyway ... so everyone, monday the 16 may at 13:00 we are gonna get married!!

Today Gokhan woke me up at 9.30 and I can say I could have been sleeping much much longer.

After breakfast we went to carsi to fix some of the thing we need for our signing. So first of all we went to take the blood test and Ay, ay, ay!! First of all they thought I was to young to marry and second of all they thought it was funny that I scare for turkish hospitals. They took Gokhans test first and it went so easy, then it was sadly my turn. She was so fast and it hurted when she took the needle in but it was okay, worst part was after when I started to shake. But it was just to move the ass becouse outside it sat other couple that wanted to take the test. And now my arm is blue all around there she took the test.

After we walked on to fix our photos that they need to our marriage book and goverment papers. It was easy done and we took it out 1 hour later. They first said we were gonna pay 10 TL totally but when we were done they said 20 TL but we should get a big photo one eash and a smaller one to have in a keychain.

It was really an flashback to young schooldays to take this photos, I havent done this seen I was 17 years old.

Then we took a lunch break at a tavuk doner place and I have not been eating that good food for a long time!

We moved on to the goverment house to see if we had to translate the Marriage Licence and  Extract of the Population Register that I had from Sweden. And yeap we had to translate the papers, if we had papers that as they called it ''with many language'' we should not have needed to translate it. But what they meant by many language we have no idea. Mine was in english and I had a Swedish one too but without Apostille, but it was still not enough. So tomorrow we will go and translate it and go to a lawyer to get new apostille stamp.

Rest of the evening we have been at home and relaxing. Gokhan is looking to cars that is for sale at Sweden and dreaming away in the dream car land. Men and cars ar like womans and there shoping. Ahaha!

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إِنَّمَا ذَٲلِكُمُ ٱلشَّيۡطَـٰنُ يُخَوِّفُ أَوۡلِيَآءَهُ ۥ فَلَا تَخَافُوهُمۡ وَخَافُونِ إِن كُنتُم مُّؤۡمِنِينَ

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It is only the devil who would make (men) fear his partisans. Fear them not; fear Me, if ye are true believers.

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Det är bara djävulen som skulle göra (män) rädsla hans anhängare. Frukta icke för dem, frukta mig, om ni är sanna troende.

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وَلَا يَحۡزُنكَ ٱلَّذِينَ يُسَـٰرِعُونَ فِى ٱلۡكُفۡرِ‌ۚ إِنَّهُمۡ لَن يَضُرُّواْ ٱللَّهَ شَيۡـًٔ۬ا‌ۗ يُرِيدُ ٱللَّهُ أَلَّا يَجۡعَلَ لَهُمۡ حَظًّ۬ا فِى ٱلۡأَخِرَةِ‌ۖ وَلَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ عَظِيمٌ

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Let not their conduct grieve thee, who run easily to disbelief, for lo! they injure Allah not at all. It is Allah's Will to assign them no portion in the Hereafter, and theirs will be an awful doom.

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Låt inte deras beteende sörja dig, du som kör lätt att misstro, ty se! de skadar Allah inte alls. Det är Allahs vilja att tilldela dem någon del i Livet, och deras kommer att vara ett hemskt öde.

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إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ ٱشۡتَرَوُاْ ٱلۡكُفۡرَ بِٱلۡإِيمَـٰنِ لَن يَضُرُّواْ ٱللَّهَ شَيۡـًٔ۬ا وَلَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ۬

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Those who purchase disbelief at the price of faith harm Allah not at all, but theirs will be a painful doom

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De som köper misstro till priset av tro skada Allah inte alls, men deras kommer att bli en smärtsam undergång