Im starting to get panic on this army thing!

Yeah I know its just 15 days left but my brain belive its middle of october. Normally when its 2-3 weeks left until Im going to Mersin I have already packed half my bag. Now...I havent even started to think about what I should bring. I still have lots to fix before I am going but with no feeling nothing gets done.

Tonight my husband was online, I almost missed him becouse I sat and watched tv. But I was more irretated on him then happy to talk to him.

I tried to explain i had been sick and he started to nag about what I should eat or drink to get better. But it havent been easy to even drink water. I know he is trying to do the best of the situation but all I wanted was a husband that feelt sorry for me and said kind loving words.

I hope I get my sense back fast becouse now its just 15 days left!

The last days I have been thinking back on our old times, looking at photos and remembering good and bad times.

And the future is gonna offer more of all those things. I am so excited over that it wil no longer be such long periods away from him and no talking over msn with cam, I will now be able to have him around me all the time! At the most I will let him go to camii for namaz...

I am so nervous over our meeting, probably I will cry so bad but of happiness. But I will have to behave infront of all his relatives.

And on same time I want to stand there as the good wife in kitchen with the table full of food, hot food which he havent eaten on 5 ½ month.

But I know I have alot of other people that want to have this wonderful person for them self too. All relatives and friends. So at least the first month I have to more patience then I have been this six, but I will have him for the rest of my life so that will be my consolation.

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