Well then I sit here again in my room on Gotland and I have mucho mucho to do! But nothing I can do about until tomorrow when I have called the work I got interview for. They want me to start next week but its much things that needs to be fixed like apartment, but they will help me to find one and the first weeks I could stay at their hotel. But I have been out looking alittle on internet and I got two answer already.

Also I have to think about Gökhan and our relationship, I absolutelly dont want to be without him this summer, not after our hard army time! So I have to call work say I get the job if I am able to go to Mersin for 1 week now in may so Gökhan and I can do the sign on to be married. I also have to tell work that I at least have to be off one month before our wedding party in october. If they will agree on this then I seriously have to get apartment or room to start with.

I also have to fix all papers that we need for signing. And on Turkish Embassy it says we need "Marriage Certificate, impediments and birth certificate with parents' names issued by the tax office in Sweden. These documents must be provided with marginal note by the Swedish notary. Subsequently, they translated into Turkish in Sweden or in Turkey." So its some things to do.

Even Gökhan have lots of things to do, he has to fix passport to be able to even apply for recidence interview. He also have to book apointment at goverment house for the sign on. He has to fix papers from army that he have dont it, family papers, maybe extra passport photos and so on ...

After signing we will have to start the long recidence trip, I dont look forward to that. Its gonna be a hard time! And probably when we are geting OK from embassy summer probably is over and its time to go to Mersin for wedding party.

So I guess we will have to be apart this summer after all ...

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فَمَن تَوَلَّىٰ بَعۡدَ ذَٲلِكَ فَأُوْلَـٰٓٮِٕكَ هُمُ ٱلۡفَـٰسِقُونَ

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Then whosoever after this shall turn away: they will be miscreants.

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Då den som efter denna skall vända sig: de kommer att skojare.

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أَفَغَيۡرَ دِينِ ٱللَّهِ يَبۡغُونَ وَلَهُ ۥۤ أَسۡلَمَ مَن فِى ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ طَوۡعً۬ا وَڪَرۡهً۬ا وَإِلَيۡهِ يُرۡجَعُونَ

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Seek they other than the religion of Allah, when unto Him submitteth whosoever is in the heavens and the earth, willingly or unwillingly, and unto Him they will be returned.

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Försöker de andra än Allahs religion, då till honom skickade den som är i himlarna och på jorden, villigt eller ovilligt, och till Honom kommer de att returneras.

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قُلۡ ءَامَنَّا بِٱللَّهِ وَمَآ أُنزِلَ عَلَيۡنَا وَمَآ أُنزِلَ عَلَىٰٓ إِبۡرَٲهِيمَ وَإِسۡمَـٰعِيلَ وَإِسۡحَـٰقَ وَيَعۡقُوبَ وَٱلۡأَسۡبَاطِ وَمَآ أُوتِىَ مُوسَىٰ وَعِيسَىٰ وَٱلنَّبِيُّونَ مِن رَّبِّهِمۡ لَا نُفَرِّقُ بَيۡنَ أَحَدٍ۬ مِّنۡهُمۡ وَنَحۡنُ لَهُ ۥ مُسۡلِمُونَ

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Say (O Muhammad): We believe in Allah and that which is revealed unto us and that which was revealed unto Abraham and Ishmael and Isaac and Jacob and the tribes, and that which was vouchsafed unto Moses and Jesus and the prophets from their Lord. We make no distinction between any of them, and unto Him we have surrendered.

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Säg (O Muhammad): Vi tror på Allah och det som är uppenbarat oss och det som uppenbarades till Abraham och Ismael och Isak och Jakob och stammarna, och det som var förunnat till Mose och Jesus och profeterna från deras Herre. Vi gör ingen skillnad mellan någon av dem, och till Honom har vi kapitulerat.

In my luggage this morning I found this wonderful letter!

What a fantastic husband I got! But it make me miss him even more ...

First of all I had a terrible trip. First plan from adana was great, plenty of place to move and a great pilot. Second flight from Istanbul 2 kids tried to steal from my bag and hiting me' what the parents did? - NOTHING!!

At the plan it was cool until we got close to Sweden and all kids started to scream that YEAH NOW WE ARE HOME .. but the thing is it was so bad weather whish made the plan so shaky, it was really like we were gonna be crashing and people was screaming and praying.

For me it was so bad for my stomach, I have not been writing about it here but I have had so high pain in my stomach the last 2 weeks! What I eat comes out running and it becouse more painfull for everyday. At the plan when it was turbulence my stomach hurted like never before and the problem had started so it didnet just want to come out in one way, no it wanted to come up too. The man next to me understod something was wrong so he asked for water to people around and he told them to wait so I could come of little earlyer and he wanted to help me with bags. Thats how a gentelman does and thats how foraighn are, helping to other people before them self.

Everything went fine and I got my bag, bought my train ticket and got down and had luck that the train was already there and I got to centralstation in no time. Sat there and waited for an hour until my friends came and we went to drink coffe and talk, talk and talked. So nice to talk to someone that can understand you and your own culture!

When we were gonna go to the trainstation everything was standing still and had been doing seen 16 and we were there at 18.

The information we got was that the station did not have ANY ELECTRICITY, so we ran to find a bus but all buses was full until 21.30 and it was not even sure to make it for that bus. So we desided to take a bus back to airport and from there take another bus to my friends apartment.

We came home here around 21.30 and my stomach was in great pain! I went to bed could not sleep woke up at midnight and got a pill from my friend and it maid my stomach relax and I could finally sleep.

At 7 I woke up and for the first time I dont have to run to toilet in the first 5 min. Thanks to that pill I got!

At this morning I have been eating my last pogaca and waiting eveyone in the apartment to wake up. I have called my dad to make sure he will pick me up at boatstation and he told me my stiffmum is gonna be at the boat too and she have cupe so I will be able to sleep there with here. And the weather is still bad so the boat will maybe not go.

I have been talking to Gökhan which is already siting in cafe and loves his freedom from me when all I do is thinking about my interview and that life pretty much suck in Sweden!

WELCOME TO SWEDEN KRISTIN! OR NOT!!!

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مَا كَانَ لِبَشَرٍ أَن يُؤۡتِيَهُ ٱللَّهُ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ وَٱلۡحُكۡمَ وَٱلنُّبُوَّةَ ثُمَّ يَقُولَ لِلنَّاسِ كُونُواْ عِبَادً۬ا لِّى مِن دُونِ ٱللَّهِ وَلَـٰكِن كُونُواْ رَبَّـٰنِيِّـۧنَ بِمَا كُنتُمۡ تُعَلِّمُونَ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ وَبِمَا كُنتُمۡ تَدۡرُسُونَ

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It is not (possible) for any human being unto whom Allah had given the Scripture and wisdom and the prophethood that he should afterwards have said unto mankind: Be slaves of me instead of Allah; but (what he said was): Be ye faithful servants of the Lord by virtue of your constant teaching of the Scripture and of your constant study thereof.

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Det är inte (möjliga) för någon människa åt vilken Allah hade givit skriften och visdom och profetskap att han skulle ha efteråt sade till mänskligheten: Var slavar av mig istället för Allah, men (vad han sa var): Varen trogen Herrens tjänare i kraft av din ständiga undervisning i Skriften och ert ständiga study detta.

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وَلَا يَأۡمُرَكُمۡ أَن تَتَّخِذُواْ ٱلۡمَلَـٰٓٮِٕكَةَ وَٱلنَّبِيِّـۧنَ أَرۡبَابًا‌ۗ أَيَأۡمُرُكُم بِٱلۡكُفۡرِ بَعۡدَ إِذۡ أَنتُم مُّسۡلِمُونَ

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And he commanded you not that ye should take the angels and the prophets for lords. Would he command you to disbelieve after ye had surrendered (to Allah)?

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Och han bjöd eder att ni skall ta änglarna och profeterna för herrarna. Skulle han befaller er att inte tro efter ni hade överlämnat (till Allah)?

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وَإِذۡ أَخَذَ ٱللَّهُ مِيثَـٰقَ ٱلنَّبِيِّـۧنَ لَمَآ ءَاتَيۡتُڪُم مِّن ڪِتَـٰبٍ۬ وَحِكۡمَةٍ۬ ثُمَّ جَآءَڪُمۡ رَسُولٌ۬ مُّصَدِّقٌ۬ لِّمَا مَعَكُمۡ لَتُؤۡمِنُنَّ بِهِۦ وَلَتَنصُرُنَّهُ ۥ‌ۚ قَالَ ءَأَقۡرَرۡتُمۡ وَأَخَذۡتُمۡ عَلَىٰ ذَٲلِكُمۡ إِصۡرِى‌ۖ قَالُوٓاْ أَقۡرَرۡنَا‌ۚ قَالَ فَٱشۡہَدُواْ وَأَنَا۟ مَعَكُم مِّنَ ٱلشَّـٰهِدِينَ

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When Allah made (His) covenant with the prophets, (He said): Behold that which I have given you of the Scripture and knowledge. And afterward there will come unto you a messenger, confirming that which ye possess. Ye shall believe in him and ye shall help him. He said: Do ye agree, and will ye take up My burden (which I lay upon you) in this (matter)? They answered: We agree. He said: Then bear ye witness. I will be a witness with you.

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När Allah gjorde (Hans) förbund med profeterna, (Han sade): Se det som jag har givit er av skriften och kunskap. Och efteråt kommer det att komma en budbärare till er, som bekräftar det ni har. Ni skall tro på honom och ni skall hjälpa honom. Han sa, "Samtycker ni, och kommer ni att bära Min börda (som jag lägger på er) i denna (sak)? De svarade: Vi är överens. Han sa: Då bär ni vittne. Jag kommer att vara ett vittne med dig.

This day have been full of packing and fixing. My bag is almost full and I dont know if I should bring more clothes back to Sweden or not. Everything depends on if I am gonna get a job or not. If I dont get one I will be back here in 5 weeks as planned.

Todays funniest thing was when we went to look at two hotels that we could be able to have our wedding. One is just 500 meter from our house and the other one is in downtown. They kind of offer the same things and for same money, now we are just trying to get the best deal. One of our friends are gonna get married in the hotel close to downtown so Gökhan will meet up with her and they will go there to see if something could be done to the price.

This are the two places we went to

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Which one do you think is the best one??

This hotel is 500 meter from out house and cost 17 TL per person. Ps. Its not gonna be outside like on photo.

This one is in downtown and cost 18 TL per person.

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بَلَىٰ مَنۡ أَوۡفَىٰ بِعَهۡدِهِۦ وَٱتَّقَىٰ فَإِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يُحِبُّ ٱلۡمُتَّقِينَ

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Nay, but (the chosen of Allah is) he who fulfilleth his pledge and wardeth off (evil); for lo! Allah loveth those who ward off (evil).

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Nej, men (vald av Allah är) han som uppfyllde sitt löfte och avvärjde (onda), för lo! Allah älskar dem som jaga bort (onda).

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إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ يَشۡتَرُونَ بِعَهۡدِ ٱللَّهِ وَأَيۡمَـٰنِہِمۡ ثَمَنً۬ا قَلِيلاً أُوْلَـٰٓٮِٕكَ لَا خَلَـٰقَ لَهُمۡ فِى ٱلۡأَخِرَةِ وَلَا يُڪَلِّمُهُمُ ٱللَّهُ وَلَا يَنظُرُ إِلَيۡہِمۡ يَوۡمَ ٱلۡقِيَـٰمَةِ وَلَا يُزَڪِّيهِمۡ وَلَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ۬

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Lo! those who purchase a small gain at the cost of Allah's covenant and their oaths, they have no portion in the Hereafter. Allah will neither speak to them nor look upon them on the Day of Resurrection, nor will He make them grow. Theirs will be a painful doom.

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Lo! De som köper en liten vinst på bekostnad av Allahs förbund och sina löften, de har ingen del i Livet. Allah kommer varken tala till dem eller titta på dem på Återuppståndelsens Dag, ej heller kommer Han att göra dem växa. Deras kommer att bli en smärtsam undergång.

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وَإِنَّ مِنۡهُمۡ لَفَرِيقً۬ا يَلۡوُ ۥنَ أَلۡسِنَتَهُم بِٱلۡكِتَـٰبِ لِتَحۡسَبُوهُ مِنَ ٱلۡڪِتَـٰبِ وَمَا هُوَ مِنَ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبِ وَيَقُولُونَ هُوَ مِنۡ عِندِ ٱللَّهِ وَمَا هُوَ مِنۡ عِندِ ٱللَّهِ وَيَقُولُونَ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ ٱلۡكَذِبَ وَهُمۡ يَعۡلَمُونَ

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And lo! there is a party of them who distort the Scripture with their tongues, that ye may think that what they say is from the Scripture, when it is not from the Scripture. And they say: It is from Allah, when it is not from Allah; and they speak a lie concerning Allah knowingly.

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Och se! Det finns ett parti för dem som förstör skriften med sina tungor, att ni kanske tycker att det de säger är från skriften, när det inte är från Skriften. Och de säger: Det är från Allah, när det inte är från Allah, och de talar en lögn om Allah medvetet.