Life is starting to fall into place!

This morning I recived my driving license. It looks little diffrent from last license, specially me. My face is long, skinny and also more brown! Its amazing how time make your body change.

Laying here in fever, stomachache and shaking.

This morning when I woke up I suddenly feel something is flowing out of me...and I ran to toilet and it was not a fun journey!

I get a shower and walk to the medical center and asked if I could see a doctor. The woman said it was not possible but I could see a nurse instead. This nurse later find me a doctor to see later that day but with some protests because I was not writen here in Uppsala.

When I came to the doctor I explained what happen and he looked so wondrous over me and my problem. Nothing sounded right, he feelt on my stomach, throat, listened to my heart and lungs. He also sent me to take 6 blood test and the nurse there said that I have very sensitive veins so after he had taken the tests he took some ice to cool down my vein othervise he said it will be a big black spot there and hurt for some days. But I feel now it was not enough, I have already a black mark. I went back to doctor and he orderd me to go to my doctor at Gotland to take other tests, 8 stool stamples and a rektoskopi.

Insallah I will now get an end of this pain!

The doctor also said I should not work my last days because it could make this worse, so he wrote out a prescription that alowes me to be home from work.

When I was done at doctor I sat in car and drove of to work all in fever, pain and shaking to leave in my health paper and also pick up my things.

So now I lay here in sofa and half sleeping and waiting for my husband to come home and online so I can tell him all about today. I belive he got pretty worried when I texted him this morning that the pain got worse again...

I have now started to lock some of my posts!

If you want to be able to read them..? Contact me and I will send you my password.

(I will only give to them I trust so if you not get the password, make me trust you first!)

[4:142]

إِنَّ ٱلۡمُنَـٰفِقِينَ يُخَـٰدِعُونَ ٱللَّهَ وَهُوَ خَـٰدِعُهُمۡ وَإِذَا قَامُوٓاْ إِلَى ٱلصَّلَوٰةِ قَامُواْ كُسَالَىٰ يُرَآءُونَ ٱلنَّاسَ وَلَا يَذۡكُرُونَ ٱللَّهَ إِلَّا قَلِيلاً۬

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Lo! the hypocrites seek to beguile Allah, but it is He Who beguileth them. When they stand up to worship they perform it languidly and to be seen of men, and are mindful of Allah but little;

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Lo! hycklarna försöker lura Allah, men det är Han som lurade dem. När de står upp för att dyrka de utför det slappt och ses av män, och är uppmärksam på Allah men lite;

[4:143]

مُّذَبۡذَبِينَ بَيۡنَ ذَٲلِكَ لَآ إِلَىٰ هَـٰٓؤُلَآءِ وَلَآ إِلَىٰ هَـٰٓؤُلَآءِ‌ۚ وَمَن يُضۡلِلِ ٱللَّهُ فَلَن تَجِدَ لَهُ ۥ سَبِيلاً۬

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Swaying between this (and that), (belonging) neither to these nor to those. He whom Allah causeth to go astray, thou (O Muhammad) wilt not find a way for him:

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Vajande mellan detta (och att), (som tillhör) Varken dessa eller bestämmelser. Han som Allah förmår att gå vilse, du (Muhammad) vissnar inte hitta ett sätt för honom:

[4:144]

يَـٰٓأَيُّہَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ لَا تَتَّخِذُواْ ٱلۡكَـٰفِرِينَ أَوۡلِيَآءَ مِن دُونِ ٱلۡمُؤۡمِنِينَ‌ۚ أَتُرِيدُونَ أَن تَجۡعَلُواْ لِلَّهِ عَلَيۡڪُمۡ سُلۡطَـٰنً۬ا مُّبِينًا

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O ye who believe! Choose not disbelievers for (your) friends in place of believers. Would ye give Allah a clear warrant against you?

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O ni som tror! Välj inte troende för (din) vänner i stället för troende. Kan ni ge Gud entydlig garanterar mot

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My new bankcard have come. I can still not belive it, I am Mrs Baysal!