OH NO!! Today I woke up and saw my lamp was on..? I wakes up with a jump and look at the clock to see how many minutes I snoozed on sahur... Well it was not able to count minutes, more like hours!

So this morning at 3.10 I woke up of my alarm and turned on the lamp to wake up easier but in some way went back to sleep and woke up 4 hours later. Big misstake!

First thought that comes up is that my oruc today will be so hard and that I have not enough water in my body. Some minutes ago went I sat up from sofa my head started to spin and my sight went all black. Normaly its how I feel when its just some hours left to Iftar...so this day will be a long day!!

A early morning at Mersin

Exact one year ago I was laying in bed and had stomach ache and cried so bad. Its also I year ago seen Gökhan went into army. Horrible day! But we survived it and here we are and have just 27 more days until we see eachother again!

Ohh I want to sleep..!!

This is one of the bad things with ramazan and my work, I have to wake up so early. First of all iftar is now little after 9 on the evening which makes me not go to sleep until after 11. Then its time to wake up at 3 in morning for sahur and eat breakfast, second time my alarm goes of is at 6.30 This is to little sleep for me!

I should maybe start sleeping aftr I come home from work but then the risk is that I cant sleep until after midnight and I dont think that will be better.

Day 2 as oruc and I sit here and watch a danish program there they make dessert, my dinner is in oven waiting me. 

When  I sit here and watch I realise that I am not hungry at all, I should even be able to forget the time and go to bed without eating. It is amasing how my body and brain can working together and that just the smell of food can make me feel like I have eaten.

It can also help that I have an office work now day instead of working in the hotel business. Because last year I was so sick the first day of ramazan, I had fever and puked up all day. Or it can also be because it was the same day that Gökhan went into army. Unbelivable that it is one year ago seen he went in. Alhamdulillah that its over!

Yalla Kristin! 10 min left until itfar!!