I am sitting here in my new apartment, relaxing in my fabolous purpul sofa. Tonight it will be hard to sleep because tomorrow is an importante day in many ways.

- First day of Ramazan

- First day on my new job

I so want to fast but my brain says no for two reasons ...

I have had truble with my stomach seen april because of my old job, I have not been able to keep any food in my body.

Second is that I start my new job. Even if my job is as a secritery on a muslim organisation there probably every one will be fasting,  which will make me feel bad every time I am gonna eat in their present .  But this two first is so important that I learn as much as I can.

May Allah accept my choose to not fast at least this two coming weeks..!