God, I am so tired! This latest night I havent sleeped any good, its so many thoughts that runs thru my mind. I am exited to be face to face with Gökhan again, Im nervous about the wedding and I miss work.

I have now been off work for 5 days and it starts killing me, I have just been going around in stores and found little that and little this. Yeah some money have been spent. But the goal was to buy some things for the wedding and its almost compleated.

Its actually first today that I have been doing something good. I have cleaned the house, did dishes, walking in my wedding shoes, sat down and looked over my economi, I did some sneak working and I was at IKEA to buy some thing for my husband.

Can you belive that I am gonna go to Mersin 8 days later?! I am starting to realise it and all I want to do is to start packing my things. But I know if I do I will stand there with to much things and forget something importent.

I am missing my husband so much that I only can fall to sleep when I huge a pillow and kissed his lips (my hand) good night.

In this longing suddenly here and there some wedding thoughts jumps up and says - Hey! Remember this and ohh that hair should be good, but you know the hairdresser will not be able to fix it nicely.   ...and then the game began, no sleep for atleast 1 hour.

Its 1 months left and I have already panic and I still cant do anything about it because I am not in Mersin, so I dont have to care yet.

I am so happy that tomorrow is a workday, so life will go back to normal!

Two days work then weekend and when the weekend comes I am alowed to start packing, to shop the last things that is needed for wedding.

Then the week comes and I have just 3 days work, those days will be full of stress to fix everything important so bosses will not need to contact me under my holiday. I should die if they called on our weddingday and asked something!

All this maybe sounds like I belive everything is hard work and super stress, but actually I have the biggest smile on my face and enjoying this! I am so exited!! I am soon gonna be the princes in white dress standing next to my knight in black armor.

You and me man!

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