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إِنَّ فِى خَلۡقِ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ وَٱخۡتِلَـٰفِ ٱلَّيۡلِ وَٱلنَّہَارِ لَأَيَـٰتٍ۬ لِّأُوْلِى ٱلۡأَلۡبَـٰبِ

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Lo! In the creation of the heavens and the earth and (in) the difference of night and day are tokens (of His Sovereignty) for men of understanding,

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Lo! I skapelsen av himlarna och jorden och (i) skillnaden mellan natt och dag är symboliska (sin suveränitet) för män av förståelse,

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ٱلَّذِينَ يَذۡكُرُونَ ٱللَّهَ قِيَـٰمً۬ا وَقُعُودً۬ا وَعَلَىٰ جُنُوبِهِمۡ وَيَتَفَڪَّرُونَ فِى خَلۡقِ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ رَبَّنَا مَا خَلَقۡتَ هَـٰذَا بَـٰطِلاً۬ سُبۡحَـٰنَكَ فَقِنَا عَذَابَ ٱلنَّارِ

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Such as remember Allah, standing, sitting, and reclining, and consider the creation of the heavens and the earth, (and say): Our Lord! Thou createdst not this in vain. Glory be to Thee! Preserve us from the doom of Fire.

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Sådana minns som Allah, stående, sittande, liggande och, och överväga skapelsen av himlarna och jorden, (och säger): Vår Herre! Du skapade inte detta förgäves. Ära vare dig! Bevara oss från undergång av eld.

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رَبَّنَآ إِنَّكَ مَن تُدۡخِلِ ٱلنَّارَ فَقَدۡ أَخۡزَيۡتَهُ ۥ‌ۖ وَمَا لِلظَّـٰلِمِينَ مِنۡ أَنصَارٍ۬

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Our Lord! Whom Thou causest to enter the Fire: him indeed Thou hast confounded. For evil-doers there will be no helpers.

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Vår Herre! Som du gör för att ange Eld: honom verkligen Du har skam. För missdådare blir det ingen hjälpare.

Well now I am back here in sweden again and work is waiting me.

Yesterdays travel started at 4 am turkish time and I was not back at the hotel until at 9 pm swedish time. My travel with plane went great beside it was really full, first plane it was just 2 empty seats left.

When I came to Sweden I took the train to Uppsala and went to Skatteverket. At skatteverket it was so long line, when it finally was my time I was asked to refill a papers about Gökhan and my marriage. She wanted to see the wedding book but I did not have it so she had to be happy over the copy I had brought. I gave her my passport copy and even Gökhans. After that I was gonna chang my surname to Baysal and she first give me a paper that you use before the marriage. I told her is this not wrong paper and she just says yeah maybe and goes and get another one. It dident feel like they really knew what they were doing there but hopefully they will be able to fix it fast so we can get the right papers for Gökhans interview.

After I went to other side of town and looked at a apartment, it was a nice one but i have no internet and no tv. When I was done there I had 2 hours to kill until next apartment look on other side of the street. I have no idea where to go but I sneeked in to Uppsala univercity to pee and I saw they had a cafe there so I sat there and waited. I heared a group girls talk about bananas, who of them that eats that little black head on top of it. OMG! Is it like that to be a student..?

After I ran back, got a burger in the hurry and was so lucky to get the bus to Gimo. We are talking about seconds here! I was so so close to miss it.

1 hour later I was at the hotel and the first thing I hear it that 2 persons quit and one guy had been test working and he got fired 2 day becouse he had wrong shirt...CRAZY!

So its feels like I am walking on needles here, never knows what will happen.

Yesterday it happened, Gökhan and I got married!

16/5 2011 kl. 13,15

at that time we wrote under the marriage papers and into our book,

we will help eathother in happy, hard and sickness days.

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وَإِذۡ أَخَذَ ٱللَّهُ مِيثَـٰقَ ٱلَّذِينَ أُوتُواْ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ لَتُبَيِّنُنَّهُ ۥ لِلنَّاسِ وَلَا تَكۡتُمُونَهُ ۥ فَنَبَذُوهُ وَرَآءَ ظُهُورِهِمۡ وَٱشۡتَرَوۡاْ بِهِۦ ثَمَنً۬ا قَلِيلاً۬‌ۖ فَبِئۡسَ مَا يَشۡتَرُونَ

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And (remember) when Allah laid a charge on those who had received the Scripture (He said): Ye are to expound it to mankind and not to hide it. But they flung it behind their backs and bought thereby a little gain. Verily evil is that which they have gained thereby.

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Och (minns) när Allah som en avgift på dem som fått Skriften (Han sade): Ni är för att ge förklaringar till mänskligheten och att inte dölja det. Men de kastade den bakom ryggen och köpte därmed en liten vinst. Sannerligen onda är det som de har fått detta.

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لَا تَحۡسَبَنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ يَفۡرَحُونَ بِمَآ أَتَواْ وَّيُحِبُّونَ أَن يُحۡمَدُواْ بِمَا لَمۡ يَفۡعَلُواْ فَلَا تَحۡسَبَنَّہُم بِمَفَازَةٍ۬ مِّنَ ٱلۡعَذَابِ‌ۖ وَلَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ أَلِيمٌ۬

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Think not that those who exult in what they have given, and love to be praised for what they have not done - Think not, they are in safety from the doom. A painful doom is theirs.

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Tro inte att de som jubla i vad de har gett, och älskar att få beröm för vad de inte har gjort - Tänk inte, de är i säkerhet från undergång. En smärtsam undergång är deras.

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وَلِلَّهِ مُلۡكُ ٱلسَّمَـٰوَٲتِ وَٱلۡأَرۡضِ‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ عَلَىٰ كُلِّ شَىۡءٍ۬ قَدِيرٌ

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Unto Allah belongeth the Sovereignty of the heavens and the earth. Allah is Able to do all things.

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Intill Allah tillhörde suveränitet himlen och jorden. Allah kan göra allt.

Last night we went to Tarsus for Gökhans friends wedding.

We left alittle earlier to go to a new open store at Tarsus but when we got there it was still construction! So we were at Tarsus 2 hours earlier then wedding so what should we do under that time? Tarsus is a small city and not much to do. But we drove around and found a street, parked and walked around. We found a pizza restaurant there we sat down, the pizza was great but little to small for that price. Gökhan wanted to suprize me to eat dessert after but the result of that was that they did not have any desserts even if it said in their menu that they had.

But not a big deal becouse we were late gonna eat wedding cake. Rest of the time we went to carrefour to look after stocking for me, becouse when I took mine on at home I succeed to get a hole under my foot and it goes up on my leg.

Gökhan got chock in store when it said they costed 7,90 TL for one par of stockings. But when we got to the cash he got much happier when they said they costed 2,90, so 5 TL less!

Now we were ready to go to the wedding. They had been decorating so beautifult and with (plastic)flowers on every table, the entrance was candles and a flowerframe. Lovelly!

The wedding cuple came little late but as they say - the one waiting for something good never wait to long. Her dress was so nice, a typical turkish wedding dress lots of sparkler and a big rysh pysh bottem.

Thanks to them Gökhan and I danced our first dance together. I was shaking so badly, how will I be able to dance on our wedding if I should shake that much. Probably I will faint!

This day we are waking up by dede knocking on door screaming Haydiii.

We are now going on picnic with family to our mountain house. So everyone is running around and it gets crazy. I feel its not even any idea for me to start pulling in anythimg so I just take my things and goes down and drive the car to gate, I sat there until we were leaving.

On our way to mountain house I can really feel how the car is dieing in all uphill. On the end of the road we came behind a tractor that were going at max 30 km/h and we were not even able to pass it! I had to go down at gear 1 to get some speed but then I was fucking the engine. With this car you have to be really careful how you are treating the engine becouse Ali destroyed it when he bought it by driving up over 160 km/h so this car is now never able to go over 80 km/h.

At mountain house it was sunny but so cold and after just a half hour the sun was gone and Kristin had 2 t-shirts, pyjama jacket, jacket on and also Gökhans jacket covering my ass. Only thing I was missing was gloves becouse my hands was freezing from the cold water.

Even today it started to heavy rain when we started to BBQ so Gökhan run up with grill to the balcony. Problem now is now that fire is starting to die. So everyone starts to fix and run after wood and hey and hoo, uproar I can just say. In the end we all was full and happy, Gökhans cousin Furkan even falled to sleep.

When the rain stoped we drove home and so muck better to drive downhill then up! The car was going lika a rocket!

I am writing this 2 days later becouse we have been busy.

Our friday started with a call from Ali and he wanted to go for picnic at our usual place. So it was just to jump from bed and start doing prep for picnik.

After we had picked him up we went to that translater once again to get my passport copy translated. This time they wanted 40 TL to translate just one page and they said yeah its higher price now becouse its has to be translated from swedish, but the thing is that the swedish passports have text in swedish/english/franch. My husband got it down to 30 TL after some argue, you can never give after in turkey, always have to nagg about prices. The translation took 20 min and under the time the guys went to buy meat for BBQ and after Gökhan ran to Noter to get stamp on passport translation.

Now we were on our way and when we got to the place we realize we forgot the bread at home so Ali trewed himself in the car to buy bread.

We fixed the sallad, did sis kebap of the meat and started to make the fire under the time he was gone.

When we just started to eat, lightning and thounder also started and soon it became to heavy rain. So fast we moved in under roof and so romantic we had there.

Later that evening we went to Forum to buy me a dress for our wedding. Ali was not to much help, he just ran after every girl he say. It was like paradise for him.

Anyway we dident find a dress but a black skirt and a white blouse, which Gökhan found for me. I was more looking for something with color but Gökhan explained that its not good to have colorful clothes on a turkish wedding. Its should be clothes that looks more neat.

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فَإِن ڪَذَّبُوكَ فَقَدۡ كُذِّبَ رُسُلٌ۬ مِّن قَبۡلِكَ جَآءُو بِٱلۡبَيِّنَـٰتِ وَٱلزُّبُرِ وَٱلۡكِتَـٰبِ ٱلۡمُنِيرِ

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And if they deny thee, even so did they deny messengers who were before thee, who came with miracles and with the Psalms and with the Scripture giving light.

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Och om de förneka dig, även så nekade de budbärare som var före dig, som kom med mirakel och med Psaltaren och med Skriften ger ljus.

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كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ۬ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ ٱلۡمَوۡتِ‌ۗ وَإِنَّمَا تُوَفَّوۡنَ أُجُورَڪُمۡ يَوۡمَ ٱلۡقِيَـٰمَةِ‌ۖ فَمَن زُحۡزِحَ عَنِ ٱلنَّارِ وَأُدۡخِلَ ٱلۡجَنَّةَ فَقَدۡ فَازَ‌ۗ وَمَا ٱلۡحَيَوٰةُ ٱلدُّنۡيَآ إِلَّا مَتَـٰعُ ٱلۡغُرُورِ

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Every soul will taste of death. And ye will be paid on the Day of Resurrection only that which ye have fairly earned. Whoso is removed from the Fire and is made to enter paradise, he indeed is triumphant. The life of this world is but comfort of illusion.

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Varje själ kommer att smaka döden. Och ni kommer att utbetalas på uppståndelsens dag bara det som ni ganska tjänat. Den som tas bort från elden och görs till in i Paradiset, han verkligen är triumferande. Livet i denna värld är, men komforten av illusion.

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۞ لَتُبۡلَوُنَّ فِىٓ أَمۡوَٲلِڪُمۡ وَأَنفُسِڪُمۡ وَلَتَسۡمَعُنَّ مِنَ ٱلَّذِينَ أُوتُواْ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ مِن قَبۡلِڪُمۡ وَمِنَ ٱلَّذِينَ أَشۡرَكُوٓاْ أَذً۬ى كَثِيرً۬ا‌ۚ وَإِن تَصۡبِرُواْ وَتَتَّقُواْ فَإِنَّ ذَٲلِكَ مِنۡ عَزۡمِ ٱلۡأُمُورِ

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Assuredly ye will be tried in your property and in your persons, and ye will hear much wrong from those who were given the Scripture before you, and from the idolaters. But if ye persevere and ward off (evil), then that is of the steadfast heart of things.

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Förvisso ni kommer att prövas i din fastighet och i dina personer, och ni kommer att höra mycket fel från dem som fick skriften före er, och från avgudadyrkare. Men om ni håller ut och avvärja (onda), då är de ihärdiga hjärtat av saker.